My broken heart will never heal

captaineo · Jan 27, 2019 at 03:03 AM

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Thank you for the compliment and I gracefully accept it. I wish I can write magical poetry that brings the love of my life back to me but I am afraid she is in her own world now and I need something like a government overthrow coup plan to get her back. But I vision her a lot so much with me that she has to come back to me. We were meant for each other. She has to know that in her soul. Again I talk a lot but thank you for the compliment, I thank you for it.

captaineo · Jan 27, 2019 at 03:04 AM

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captaineo · Jan 27, 2019 at 03:06 AM

It’s so painful guys I wish you all luck and if you are in a relationship, value each other every minute, every second, you never know when life takes a turn. But hopefully not.

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mote.of.soul · Jan 27, 2019 at 03:08 AM

Aw, you guys look happy, captaineo. Maybe she just needs time to think and clear her mind before reaching out to you again, or something like that. I hope that's the case.

captaineo · Jan 27, 2019 at 04:53 AM

I really do hope mate. Not easy, this pic is 13 years old. I pray for a miracle. Do you guys believe in miracles , should we believe in them?

MickeyCheeky · Jan 27, 2019 at 05:46 AM

I do believe miracles can happen, captaineo. I wish you the best of luck in life. Take care of yourself. Feel free to PM me anytime. Sending many hugs to you

mote.of.soul · Jan 27, 2019 at 06:30 AM

I also believe miracles can happen, yes. Some people think it's just foolish nonsense but things happen all the time that must be the will or mercy, compassion, of a higher power. I do believe that. But should we believe in them? Well, to me, only if you think it's the truth, captaineo.

captaineo · Jan 28, 2019 at 06:09 PM

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I do believe miracles can happen, captaineo. I wish you the best of luck in life. Take care of yourself. Feel free to PM me anytime. Sending many hugs to you

Thank you.

captaineo · Jan 28, 2019 at 06:11 PM

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I also believe miracles can happen, yes. Some people think it's just foolish nonsense but things happen all the time that must be the will or mercy, compassion, of a higher power. I do believe that. But should we believe in them? Well, to me, only if you think it's the truth, captaineo.

Yes my friend I think is a matter of acceptance. I can only change my self to a better version and see if she still wants me. I will never love anyone again but her and she knows it. I just didn’t expect it that she could be cruel.

Buffy01 · Jan 30, 2019 at 04:47 PM

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I am so depressed I feel all around me is dark. To see my kids I have a paralegal who mediates and I have to pay her 700 USD for each time, how can people profit from my misery. I asked her to just mediate to ask my ex wife to see my kids monthly. My exwife does not answer my emails and calls, her family does not help, and I am alone in Japan. A culture that is closed to foreigners by nature. And I love my exwife so much how can I cure my broken heart and every single time I see a glimpse of the life I had with her how can I forget her, I miss her so much, I think I have no way out and I want to take my life. How can I cure myself? If I only could get my kids exwife I need some advice some help.

I'm sorry that you are struggling right now! Please do not take your life. It will devastate your kids and make your ex happy that you are not around.

mountainstream · Jan 30, 2019 at 04:51 PM

captaineo · Jan 31, 2019 at 07:00 AM

Thank you my friends I will keep fighting. In this life or the next I will get her back. And when the bad thoughts come I will reach out to you guys, my friends. Love you all.

Fuzzybear · Jan 31, 2019 at 12:42 PM

captaineo · Feb 03, 2019 at 04:24 PM

I feel so hopeless. When someone you love leaves you and a piece of your heart is torn out, you can never be the same. This was the biggest blow I have ever received in my life. And I am scarred. Now is living with what I have left in me.

Thirty shades · Feb 03, 2019 at 05:25 PM

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I feel so hopeless. When someone you love leaves you and a piece of your heart is torn out, you can never be the same. This was the biggest blow I have ever received in my life. And I am scarred. Now is living with what I have left in me.

Sorry that you are broken hearted. It is an unbearable pain.

Grieving takes time...

We are here for you

Much love

Goforward · Feb 03, 2019 at 05:46 PM

You are having a rough day. Yes you deserve life and happiness. I think you miss your kids terribly. What heartbreak... A good lawyer is a must. I didn't have that and lost so much.
I miss my marriage and husband though why as he threw me away for someone else. It is a greater challenge to go through divorce with mental health issues. I take it day by day. And as time goes by the hurt lessens. Maybe day by day you can breathe and take one task at a time for visitation/custody. Here's a hug.

Fuzzybear · Feb 03, 2019 at 05:51 PM

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Sorry that you are broken hearted. It is an unbearable pain.

Grieving takes time...

We are here for you

Much love

captaineo · Feb 06, 2019 at 03:57 AM

Thank you friends. I remember once reading a book “Man Search for Meaning” or something like that written by Viktor Frankie who was Jewish psychiatrist survivor of the Nazi concentration camps, in short is a good book and tells many stories about how he could survive and then after his career of medicine using logotherapy talks about how we have to find meaning to our pain and in that process it become bearable. I think he is right but bearing pain till end of days is not that easy.

Fuzzybear · Feb 06, 2019 at 04:12 PM

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mountainstream · Feb 08, 2019 at 04:01 PM

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captaineo Member Member Since Jul 2016 Location: Tokyo Posts: 416 7	Jan 27, 2019 at 03:04 AM #22 Sharing me and my true love with you guys
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captaineo Member Member Since Jul 2016 Location: Tokyo Posts: 416 7	Jan 27, 2019 at 03:06 AM #23 It’s so painful guys I wish you all luck and if you are in a relationship, value each other every minute, every second, you never know when life takes a turn. But hopefully not. Big hugs
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mote.of.soul Mad Walker Member Since Jan 2018 Location: New Zealand Posts: 13,094 (SuperPoster!) 6 21.9k hugs given	Jan 27, 2019 at 03:08 AM #24 Aw, you guys look happy, captaineo. Maybe she just needs time to think and clear her mind before reaching out to you again, or something like that. I hope that's the case.
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captaineo Member Member Since Jul 2016 Location: Tokyo Posts: 416 7	Jan 27, 2019 at 04:53 AM #25 I really do hope mate. Not easy, this pic is 13 years old. I pray for a miracle. Do you guys believe in miracles , should we believe in them?
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MickeyCheeky Legendary Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Italy Posts: 11,817 (SuperPoster!) 7 38.4k hugs given	Jan 27, 2019 at 05:46 AM #26 I do believe miracles can happen, captaineo. I wish you the best of luck in life. Take care of yourself. Feel free to PM me anytime. Sending many hugs to you
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mote.of.soul Mad Walker Member Since Jan 2018 Location: New Zealand Posts: 13,094 (SuperPoster!) 6 21.9k hugs given	Jan 27, 2019 at 06:30 AM #27 I also believe miracles can happen, yes. Some people think it's just foolish nonsense but things happen all the time that must be the will or mercy, compassion, of a higher power. I do believe that. But should we believe in them? Well, to me, only if you think it's the truth, captaineo.
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captaineo Member Member Since Jul 2016 Location: Tokyo Posts: 416 7	Jan 31, 2019 at 07:00 AM #32 Thank you my friends I will keep fighting. In this life or the next I will get her back. And when the bad thoughts come I will reach out to you guys, my friends. Love you all.
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captaineo Member Member Since Jul 2016 Location: Tokyo Posts: 416 7	Feb 03, 2019 at 04:24 PM #34 I feel so hopeless. When someone you love leaves you and a piece of your heart is torn out, you can never be the same. This was the biggest blow I have ever received in my life. And I am scarred. Now is living with what I have left in me.
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