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Old 02-14-2019, 04:39 AM #11
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No I thought that 5 years ago. Situation mind everything has just got worse on top of it. I'm trapped and can't fight let alone leave house unless have to for meds
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I'm so sorry, Kiwi2222 Please don't give up. I know it's hard. We're here for you if you need to talk or to vent. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this
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I've lost any point to fight as I have none absolutely none. My life died 5 years ago after already suffering since teenager. The 5 years I heard the same stuff keep fighting.

For what I don't feel any enjoyment or ever feel content I hate been alive now. I'm dead inside I don't feel anything for anyone the guy I was has gone. That's not me. And I have no one just money sent to keep alive for them well f them.
They are the selfish ones keeping me alive but not around can't help or afford private care. All so they don't have to go through it me getting the hell out well it's time I do what I want and best for me
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15 years, with a few, in years and last 5 different ball game. Everyone says will pass 5 years on its the same and when you feel absolutely no happy been content another 2 - 20 years whatever I can't do
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I've fought for 20+ years last 5 years it's not just my head it reality now everything is gone. I know no one will contact me 5 years has proven that. It's not just depression it's all aspects of life. And each day I wake wanting the day to be over. There no point existing and it won't affect a souls day to day life. And I'll be free once dog dies I die
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Hello can't take been awake with my brain anymore.
Reality is I'm dead already as far a life goes. And hanging in there hoping we'll that's crap I've waited gone through last 5 years which showed last 20 suffering was a miserable walk in the park with some good moments but they are gone and will never return
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The only thing I'd try now is months of inpatient private care but that's only happening if win lotto. And even them look at Anthony bourdain who I can no longer watch was my favourite travel show. Robin Williams Australian presenter cant remember name they had money could afford best help and they are gone
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i feel the same as kiwi. The past is the future. IT never lifts, IT's never better. Must wear a phony disguise to fake life. Failing miserably. Too tired to function, to ashamed to live. Self-care is a memory.
IN Cognitive Hell.....OR is it Dementia??? Got to make a plan....

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