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Grand Magnate
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Tired of people on and offline getting irritated at me for reasons I don't understand. Tired of feeling like I must just not be good enough, nice enough, smart enough, or just plain "enough". Tired of feeling I'm nothing to nobody, unless they want to get upset at me. I know there's a few exceptions to my "nobody" and etc statements so please don't come at me correcting me for that. You can tell me if you are one exception (of course I may already know ❤) but don't just correct my wording please, that is very triggering for me and tonight I just truly don't feel like making the extra little effort to refrain from absolute words, so just let me indulge this once, ok?
Truly I just feel I wish I could be done. I have no more energy. My enthusiasm is gone. Everything just feels empty to me again.. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Yes, I know those feelings to a certain extent, as well Crypts_Of_The_Mind - I really do.
For me, it's like I can see the tunnel and I can see the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel, but it never gets closer - in fact it's getting further away just like in a bad dream. Anyway, you're not alone and tomorrow will be another day. Perhaps you'll be feeling a bit more optimistic too. |
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I can empathise with you here. People can be so cruel.
IRL they have no understanding of what it is like for us and that we don't actively choose to be AS IS. Online they don't give a second thought to who they are typing to. Who cares if we spell a word wrong. They understood the word enough to correct it. They have an ego with a problem. Crypts_Of_The_Mind you are smart, (I only have seen you post recently) your posts are intelligent and insightful. You are nice and kind enough always supporting others. Others makes us feel like we are the problem but we are not. We have the right to be AS IS. We are nicer, kinder and more caring than people who trigger us. I am finding some relief from learning to be my own friend. When the pain comes, I stop, try to relax and focus on the pain inside. I ask it kindly would it like to be my friend. I bond with it and it subsides. Much love to you |
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Grand Magnate
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I am sorry you feel as you do .. is it at times or all the time? I ask bc what you describe was the hopeless feeling I once had all the time. If it's only sometimes, I hope now is not one of those times. ❤ __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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I'm so sorry, Crypts_Of_The_Mind Just remember that you are "enough", by simply being yourself. I'm so sorry you're being treated this way, you don't deserve it at all. I hope you'll feel better soon. Try to hang on. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. I hope things will get better for you soon. Please don't give up. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. Feel free to PM me anytime. I'm here if you want to talk. Sending many hugs to you
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You are NOT: Lazy, crazy, stupid,terrible, horrible,awful,horrid, evil,useless,worthless,unloveable, unworthy or insignificant. You are human, you have flaws, you have gifts. __________________ "I carried a watermelon?" President of the no F's given society. |
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Hi, thanks Crypts_Of_The_Mind. If I'm to be honest, now is one of those times, but there are other times when I manage to convince myself through self talk that everything's okay. But it's basically a daily cycle of this. Thanks all the same though, I mean, we can only do our best. It's mental illness. I hope things will change for you soon though, and you manage to get a good nights sleep. Yes, that can make a difference. I'm glad PC is here. |
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I mean yes, even in the example I gave you - if you stretch your mind, and/or put in a select few of the population, the statement would be true. Does that mean all of us should never smile at anyone who has no familial tie to us bc somehow an attraction may begin? I think that's a huge leap of the mind to take. And that's sincerely the type of thing that got 2 people mad at me online. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Grand Magnate
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I thought it quite ridiculous. Kissing is used for a whole slew of things other than that, almost a form of communication of a type. To say "wow! Thank you So much!" , to say "hi/bye/good morning/good night" to say "i love you" (not "i lust for you"), to say "its going to be ok", etc So ... yea. It got into a big war of sorts. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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