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Trig Feb 10, 2019 at 07:44 PM
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Im feeling so low and desperate. My situation gets worse . i am a living nightmare . i am unstable and feeling suicidal . i wish somebody could save me and take care of me and fix my life but that wi never happen

I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and things just get worse

Im giving up

There is no hope for me so pls don't say there is

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Cryingontheinside, what are one or two of the major stressors you are facing right now? (Please feel free to ignore the question.)

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Cryingontheinside, what are one or two of the major stressors you are facing right now? (Please feel free to ignore the question.)
I can't control my life . i can't look after myself properly . i hate myself . im a freak .
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I really want to end everything . i feel guilty for feeling this way but i can't control it

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Default Feb 10, 2019 at 09:45 PM
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Sending you big hugs and energy if possible to make you feel better. Hope you can see the light. The fact that you are writing these coherent messages and that you are frustrated means you still have passion in you for your life. So let’s not give up. I am also giving it my best. Many hugs
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Sending you big hugs and energy if possible to make you feel better. Hope you can see the light. The fact that you are writing these coherent messages and that you are frustrated means you still have passion in you for your life. So let’s not give up. I am also giving it my best. Many hugs
Thank you I've been worried about you too .
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Thank you I’m doing my best.
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That's all any of us can do, dear ones.
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Default Feb 11, 2019 at 01:22 AM
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Hi Crying
I agree with the Captain. That you are able to write clearly and express yourself well is still a good sign.


But i do totally get where you're coming from. It is exactly the situation i'm in as well, and if i didn't keep myself so well distracted i may feel the way you do now, too.

I came in here hoping some magic words would pop into my mind that would make a difference (though i didn't really believe they would) and, of course, i don't have any such words. So i'll say the only ones i do have and hope they matter. That's my best, as small as it is.

But people Do care what you do. I don't know you at all, but i'm here hoping to have Some sort of positive effect on you. So don't throw your life away because of a bad period in life. You're on the earth for a reason and that reason isn't done yet. So please don't take from us all the good things you have yet to offer. I haven't even had a chance to find out what they are yet.

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Default Feb 11, 2019 at 05:25 AM
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I'm having mixed feelings everyday , I hope someone could take my pain away. Just make me disappear and no one will ever find me.
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Default Feb 11, 2019 at 06:28 AM
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((((Cryingontheinside))))

You are strong...
Today will pass
Take time
to breathe
look after your inner child
love your inner snake, she is against you today but with a little love....

Much love to you and captaineo
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