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Poohbah
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Feb 11, 2019 at 06:59 PM
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I keep fighting. It may not be visible to others but I am. I am still an avoidant, I can't keep with my homework at therapy, but I am fighting.
My tutor at my residency doesn't like something I do, I am trying to change my thoughts, maybe It doesn't make me a bad person, maybe she doesn't hold the definition of right and wrong. With dissociation every homework is harder. But I am still here trying to convince myself that is ok and norma to feel bad and embarased, and that I should allow myself to feel. __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt |
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Feb 11, 2019 at 09:45 PM
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Life can be a struggle...
You are not a bad person Not crazy at all Just hurt and trying hard to meet the challenges you face each day.... That makes you a wonderful person Mulan.... Much love to you 
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Mad Walker
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Feb 12, 2019 at 05:07 AM
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Good on you mulan, you're a real champion. I have terrible social anxiety as well [probably AvPD actually] so I know where you're coming from.
It is okay to feel certain things but my whole focus is on letting go of these so-called normal okay thoughts and feelings as soon as possible - so they don't poison me too much. Yes, keep fighting the good fight mulan. You're not a bad person. |
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Feb 12, 2019 at 06:37 AM
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(((((((( Mulan ))))))))
I also have bad social anxiety and possible avpd. You are not a bad person.... I understand….
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