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Grand Poohbah
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Feb 16, 2019 at 05:11 PM
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General consequences:
I lost my job I didn't attend any of my examns (4 pharmacy exams, 7 philosophy exams) Last week consequences: I made my psychiatrist mad and I don't know why. I lost 3/4 waist inches, 2/3 hip inches and 3.3 pounds. Didn't go to college all week, didn't study at all. I forgot to take my meds many times. Spent 2/3 of the day in bed Fixing it: Try to eat at least 3 times a day. Go to all lessons. Take meds. Draw and read instead of lying in bed Study the abnormal number of subjects I have (9 from pharmacy, 15 from philosophy) __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
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Grand Poohbah
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Feb 16, 2019 at 05:12 PM
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Today:
I am making a plan to do the insane amount of things I haven't done. __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Feb 16, 2019 at 09:59 PM
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Feb 17, 2019 at 09:06 AM
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Feb 17, 2019 at 10:38 AM
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Thank you so much for making this thread, OliverB! I think it's a wonderful idea. I hope it will be helpful to you and to many other people here on PC. Keeping a journal can be very helpful. I really like the section "Fixing it"! It sounds like you have everything figured it you. Be proud of yourself for that. I'm sure you will encourage and inspire many other people here on PC. I'll definitely follow this thread. I hope you'll feel better soon. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you
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Feb 17, 2019 at 12:44 PM
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Feb 22, 2019 at 10:36 AM
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Fixed Consequences:
I made my psychiatrist mad and I don't know why ---> We have temporally fixed it. I forgot to take my meds many times. ---> I bought a pill box and took all of them. Spent 2/3 of the day in bed ---> I was given a stimulant and I am being more active. Didn't go to college all week, didn't study at all ---> I have studied a little and made some online quizzes I have to, and sent some emails I should have sent weeks ago. I lost 3/4 waist inches, 2/3 hip inches and 3.3 pounds. ---> I keep losing weight and inches I don't understand why  (It's all fat, anyway my strenght is the same,)This weekend things to do: Talk to the two friends I live with since today I realize they are becoming really worried about my health (I was too tired to notice it) Walk my dog at least 5 miles Catch up with college work Talk to my ex boss (He hasn't paid me the last month I worked) Eat fish everyday Weight lifting Write a letter to my psichiatrist Being a more supportivel user here (read and reply more threads), I have some difficults doing it from avoidance due to CPTSD. Next week things to do: Attend all lessons and take notes Being sincere with my psychiatrist __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
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Feb 23, 2019 at 06:12 PM
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Thanks for sharing
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Mar 03, 2019 at 08:59 AM
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I attended 75% of all lessons and took notes
Missed my appointment with my psychiatrist I don't remember how I have been eating. I bought jimmy joy (joylent) to eat those days I can't eat healthy. I have lost more pounds (fat) and some inches (waist and hip). My boss paied me. I have gotten voluntary lab work to do on summer. I guess it has been a good week even if I was very sick 3 out of 7 days. Next week: Attend all lessons. Keep improving my phisical health. Study enough. Talk to some professors. __________________ Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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