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Default Mar 01, 2019 at 06:10 PM
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Being wonderful does not make me acceptable.

I don't see how anyone in my generation would accept me. They were not raised to. I have to just continue being a fraud because that's how I'm accepted and allowed to exist in this society at all.

If I were 15-20 years younger, I might have stood a chance, but I was born in the wrong generation. It's soul crushing to know I can never really be myself around other people and even if I were, people would either not accept it or demand that I think of myself the way they see me. I can't expect anyone who isn't queer or has never experienced gender dysphoria to understand.
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Default Mar 01, 2019 at 08:36 PM
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Being wonderful does not make me acceptable.


I don't see how anyone in my generation would accept me. They were not raised to. I have to just continue being a fraud because that's how I'm accepted and allowed to exist in this society at all.


If I were 15-20 years younger, I might have stood a chance, but I was born in the wrong generation. It's soul crushing to know I can never really be myself around other people and even if I were, people would either not accept it or demand that I think of myself the way they see me. I can't expect anyone who isn't queer or has never experienced gender dysphoria to understand.
I'm vegan and many other vegans where I live has the same views as me. Many of them are in their 20s and we get together sometimes and have a weekend lunch. I dont do a whole lot because I don't fine much of anything fun. I fake it so well that everyone wants to hang out when I'm going. But because of my job I can use the I'm so busy at work excuse for not hanging out more.

I totally get you about the age thing I'm 38 and others my age tend to be judgmental and don't have the ability to learn and progress. They're stagnant in life and sees their way as what everyone should abide by. They call people thats different than them, Broken, crazy, insane, untrustworthy, unreliable, and everything else I haven't listed. It must be to difficult for them to grasp there's different people in the world other than them.
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Default Mar 07, 2019 at 09:48 PM
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I never really related to the vegans, even when I was vegan myself.

On another note, I despise how this all ends up being my fault. I would have few problems if my basic needs were just met. I shouldn't have to just get used to my basic needs not getting met ever. That's just wrong.

I guess I do realize that I can never be myself and never let anyone truly get to know me if I want to have anyone to socialize with. It's just so empty knowing that no one will ever know AND accept you. And you'll just be accused of not knowing yourself, when you do, but realize NO ONE will ever accept you or see you for who you really are.
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I never really related to the vegans, even when I was vegan myself.


On another note, I despise how this all ends up being my fault. I would have few problems if my basic needs were just met. I shouldn't have to just get used to my basic needs not getting met ever. That's just wrong.


I guess I do realize that I can never be myself and never let anyone truly get to know me if I want to have anyone to socialize with. It's just so empty knowing that no one will ever know AND accept you. And you'll just be accused of not knowing yourself, when you do, but realize NO ONE will ever accept you or see you for who you really are.
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