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#41
I feel very
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I’m not perfect
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#44
Amazing advice.
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#45
Being selfish and self-centered again. I would love to write a book. I have no idea if someone would like it...but sometimes I have ideas. Something melodramatic, methaphoric with an autobiographic touch. It's stupid, but It's a dream I have. As it is having singing lessons and better learn how to play Music... Once again dreams I feel afraid to share in real life. I need validation so much it is so stupid.
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#46
Church and religion hurted me so much. Chatholical south european church style, I know its a sensitive topic, but I hate the oppression I felt while growing up, the rituals without mening, the lack of congruence bettween the writings and the behaviours of the followers. I was never given a choice, I was beaten, I was emotionaly abused by the church followers. Nobody never wanted to know my opinion, being taugh by my father that church is "wrong" and at the same time by my mother that church is a duty of a "good" girl... Just so you know I am a full catholic complete all 12years of sunday school. I don’t mind the concept of religion and I get fascinated by religious art and how people through out the world live religion. But I hate very much what my experience as thought and that certainly would get in a book of mine.
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I can relate to being subjected to lack of congruence between writings and behaviours Papa bear was brought up a Catholic... __________________ |
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There’s a quote which says something like “selfishness isn’t doing what you want to do, it’s forcing other people to do what you want..” I was always accused of being selfish by the selfish family of origin. I want to learn to play the piano “better” Do you play a musical instrument? It’s not stupid to need validation. It’s wise to be careful who we share our dreams with ... I do believe this bear may have learnt the “true” meaning of “Wisdom” __________________ |
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That quote is magical I want to steal it for my own "selfish use". "stuburn girl" now speaking. __________________ I am not crazy, I am hurt |
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#52
I want to write a book on physics whenever I am able to.
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#53
I play the guitar a very little bit as well as the classic flute. I can play a little of Electronic keyboard just by earing the songs, but everything very rudimentar. But my real passion is singing. I do it whenever I am alone (neighbours must hate me). Sometimes I just dream about doing this things and all I think is reality don't let me.
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#54
Thanks for asking fuzzy.
I have two "friends" who sing, make, music of their own and play the guitar. I just wanted to have the guts of be like them. |
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I mostly play the piano, I used to play the guitar a bit . And I sing grrrrr __________________ |
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#59
Love to all on the AS IS bus..
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#60
You are so fuzzy fuzzybear.
It's 6am in the morning. I have to get up in an hour and I am tired as hell. (waked up worrying since 3 am.) I won't sleep no more because my sister is selfish and as her clock on and on since 5 am. She calls me selfish all the time, but I am not selfish enough. I don’t need her yelling at me and to be her ship. If she allways wants to have the last wise word in the relationship I will show her for now what selfish means and treat her in the same way. I have been kindly helping her dispite my problems and she just wants me to be sillent all the time. No sheep here for now. Sorry sister but it has to be this way, if you don’t have time or patient for my problems for now. I can't have patient for yours, even if you think I don’t have and you are the best sister in the world. |
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