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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:14 PM
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Im sorry im here all the time being negative but things are still bad for me .
Im so depressed I barely function , i barely take care of myself . i can't live like this . some days i strongly feel like taking my own life . How can things get better when their this bad ? Where do i find the strength to fight this? How do i find motivation and energy ? Im so lost . im so alone . i want to cry so badly but tears don't come out . Im ashamed to be me , someone who is nothing with no purpose in life Things have been really bad for 5 years with no improvement . is it too late for me ? |
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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:31 PM
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I'm so sorry you feel like this. I can relate. Now that my children are grown and my (abusive) parents have died, I no longer work...I feel like I have no purpose.
I feel like a failure. I cannot cry either. Life hurts. Please don't apologize for saying how you feel. I wonder how things will get better also. Will they? I wish there was some way I could help you , but all I have is empathy. 
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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:34 PM
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Tell me more about you . what are you going through ? You don't deserve this either . Hugs |
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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:36 PM
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There is always hope, Crying.
Are you on medication? With a therapist? And also I am wondering, have you been able to talk with any of your children lately? 
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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:57 PM
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It seems like after my parents death, and knowing I never mattered to them, my depression worsened. I'm totally shut out by my brother. He was so cruel to my family while my parents were dying, I cut off contact. I wish my attitude was better and I could enjoy anything at all. I want to reach out to you and just sit beside you to give you company. I really do understand. __________________ Once you are real, you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.... |
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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:57 PM
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.im seeing my kids soon. I have to put on a brave face for them but its hard . Also my physical health is getting bad . I'm neglecting myself too much . i think i have copd now which is like a lung disease and im only 37 . |
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Apr 05, 2019 at 12:59 PM
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Im trying to get therapy . Im glad you have your husband but i understand you need more in your life . I hope things get better for us all |
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Apr 05, 2019 at 10:17 PM
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Crying, you have a lot of difficulties to face. It isn't too surprising you're having a hard time keeping on. My mother had COPD so I can relate to how hard just that one thing is. Much love and many hugs going to you (((((((Crying)))))).
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Apr 06, 2019 at 03:25 AM
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I am sorry you cannot cry and experience the relief it brings.
I can empathise totally. Much love to you
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Apr 10, 2019 at 03:45 PM
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Apr 10, 2019 at 04:28 PM
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Apr 10, 2019 at 09:21 PM
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How are you now sweetheart? I know you’ve had it very rough for a long time. I wish you peace, hope, healing and light. We all love you here.
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Apr 11, 2019 at 11:01 AM
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Apr 11, 2019 at 11:07 AM
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Hi cryingontheinside!
I was thinking of you also, I’m sorry you’re still struggling. Is there one positive thing about yourself you can think of and hold onto, or one thing you find beautiful? Beautiful music, a flower? Peace and hope to you dear person __________________
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Apr 11, 2019 at 11:34 AM
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Apr 11, 2019 at 12:26 PM
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Thank you all of you . you are so thoughtful and kind despite your own struggles . any of you are welcome to send me a private message any time . maybe we can support each other
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