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Apr 07, 2019 at 08:34 PM
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Lately I feel ready to blow up. I have a hatred toward myself that is so strong. I wake up with a horrible attitude. I get angry at everyone and cannot see any good in anyone. This has started since I had a med switch. It's ironic that an antidepressant makes me feel suicidal. It doesn't seem like any med is right for me. I'm ready to give up.
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Apr 07, 2019 at 11:59 PM
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Please don't give up... it's common for antidepressants to show side effects after being taken anew or after a long time... you can talk to your doctor if they cause many problems for more than three or four weeks.
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Apr 09, 2019 at 04:05 AM
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I can empathise Calla Lily
I too found the anti meds a trigger too Not everyone can take them Big hug and much love to you 
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Apr 09, 2019 at 11:52 AM
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I’m sending hugs and much love
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Apr 09, 2019 at 10:40 PM
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Calla, it doesn't sound as if this drug is working for you. Perhaps you should check back with your provider ASAP? Good luck....
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Apr 10, 2019 at 12:54 AM
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After going through the worse side effects of Lexapro, my friend and I were discussing it and I said how tired of this fight I was. Tonight my friend messages me that I'm not doing anything to help myself then she demands to know exactly what I am doing to get well. I tried o explain and she criticizes everything I'm doing. Mind you , just a few weeks ago she od'd. I was scared for her. She informs me that all I do is say I've had enough and it scares her. I know I don't say these things to her as I don't see her often. She can judge me but the moment I try to draw a comaris0n, she gets angry. If I don't follow her suggestions, I'm not helping myself. She really hurt me and when I told her, she said she is just getting over her lowest point and is trying to "help" me. She told me to never mention her over dose again. I mentioned it only to draw a comparison. I told her she meant a lot to me and I didn't want to lose her friendship. Then she said maybe I can get "what I need" from other friends because she doesn't seem to be helping. I never asked or expected any help from her. I can't stop crying. This was the last thing I needed tonight.
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