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Old 04-12-2019, 01:17 PM #11
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Hi Sinking,

What an interesting dream!

My husband and I often compare dreams in the morning while we are having our coffee and tea. Both of us are interested in lucid dreaming, where you're supposed to be able to ask for answers to your life issues in your dreams, but for neither of us is it going particularly well. (At least, not yet.) I believe there's even a subforum devoted to dreams and dream interpretation on PsychCentral.

What I found intriguing about this dream of yours is that although someone else shot you and you aware you were bleeding, it seemed to take some time before you decided to do something yourself to try to stop the bleeding. What that means or may mean, I'm not sure, as you seem to be taking many steps on your own behalf in recent weeks.

Anyhow, best wishes for a pleasant weekend.
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I hope things are going ok, sinking! I hope you'll be able to have a nice, relaxing weekend! I'm really happy that you're STILL fighting and that you're trying to do your best! That's all we humans can do after all and it's ALWAYS more than enough! I completely agree with Mopey about your dream! It was very interesting! I'm not sure how to interpret it, but it does seem like you're seeing your battle with Depression like a REAL battle! Perhaps that's a nice way to interpret it! Perhaps you could talk to your therapist about this and see how it goes from there! Maybe that could help! You could learn new ways to cope with your feelings! Perhaps you may be able to interpret your dream as well! Please keep us updated as much as you can, but most importantly, TRY TO RELAX! We'll always be here for you! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Sending many hugs to you, sinking, my dear, sweet friend!
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Thanks, i didnt think anything of what im saying here could be interesting for someone but im glad the dream was interesting to some of you! . i've been thinking more about it. what stroke me is that i was ok with the life i've had. maybe its the truth. i built it as i wanted it to be even though (or right because of) all the difficulties i've faced.


today was quite ok up to now. i slept well, i watched tv series (but not many and dad forbid me to download more episodes - and i couldnt help but resent him for that because when HE downloads stuff its ok but when I do its not ok anymore? Fuk!), i spent time with my cat and my mom and i even got to work pretty well with the letter im writing to my exT.


Dinner and night seemed already well planned out but family friends just called asking my parents out. im SO fuking sick of them ruining all my saturdays night. i come here at my parents mostly (and also) to be with them and almost every saturday night they go out with these fuking family friends. i hate them so much. they always get to ruin my weekends and even my life because when i compare their lives with ours we always come out as losers (not only me, my whole family!). im so mad now. ok, i'll have more time to work on my exT letter but fuk! all saturday nights. fuk fuk fuk!


ps. yesterday night when P finished his shift i got to wish him a nice week off and he touched my arm and heartedly said "thank you". his voice was so warm, it made me very happy. i'll surely miss him next week. he doesnt do or say much to make my job easier but when he's there i feel better, happier and safer. not sure why…


pps. i did tell my mom my dad doesnt want me here because he's always grumpy whatever i do or say
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Last day of week 7 was ok. i always feel a bit sad and disappointed in the evening because it always feel like i didnt have enough time to do all i wanted to do (sleeping more? watching more tv series? staying more with my cat? staying more with my mom?), and i have to face the reality of having to work tomorrow and face another long long week.


this morning didnt start out too well. i didnt sleep enough in spite of being sleepy and lazy and my mom started talking too much and i dont feel like talking or listening much at least until im done with breakfast. and i tried to stay away from my dad because im still convinced he doesnt want me here on weekends so i better stay away from his sight and not hear his comments that hurt a lot.


the rest of the day was spent as usual. i ate very well and finished my exT's letter. i just took a shower and found out i was bitten by a tick. we (mom and i) tried to take it away but its head remained inside my arm. we put cream on it and i'll have to control it often. i dont want to get some weird disease like lyme's because of it.


now im going to get the meds, then dinner and then i'll prepare everything i need to bring back to my home tomorrow. if i can i'll try not to go to the grocery store until the end of the month so that the huge grocery shopping done at the beginning of the month will not be a total BS, but i wont repeat it again for sure!
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