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Trig Apr 22, 2019 at 08:23 AM
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It is not ok for me to use words. My words aren’t good enough. I’m not good enough. I should keep my pain to myself and not ever tell anyone how I feel. My thoughts and feelings have no value I should always be punished for my mistakes and should punish myself every day, every minute ... until the end of Fuzzybear It’s not ok for me to say that I wish the end of Fuzzybear would be soon. I’m too much of a coward to end Fuzzybear, too much of a coward to delete Fuzzybear. Maybe one day I’ll be braver. Then this world would be so much better without me. I have no redeeming qualities. I have no gifts, no talents, I’m just empty blackness. a life time in prison in solitary confinement would not be as harsh a punishment as I deserve. I’m a mistake and I’ve always been a mistake

(I can’t take meds, I can’t have pets and I’m a horrible toxic worthless person who Should never speak. Ever

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Default Apr 22, 2019 at 09:04 AM
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I’m completely worthless

I have no value

I hate being alive

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There must be a way we can escape our prison....

Let out your pain
Grieve it out
Maybe your inner cub needs you

No need to use a muzzle here
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It is not ok for me to use words. My words aren’t good enough. I’m not good enough. I should keep my pain to myself and not ever tell anyone how I feel. My thoughts and feelings have no value I should always be punished for my mistakes and should punish myself every day, every minute ... until the end of Fuzzybear It’s not ok for me to say that I wish the end of Fuzzybear would be soon. I’m too much of a coward to end Fuzzybear, too much of a coward to delete Fuzzybear. Maybe one day I’ll be braver. Then this world would be so much better without me. I have no redeeming qualities. I have no gifts, no talents, I’m just empty blackness. a life time in prison in solitary confinement would not be as harsh a punishment as I deserve. I’m a mistake and I’ve always been a mistake

(I can’t take meds, I can’t have pets and I’m a horrible toxic worthless person who Should never speak. Ever
You are so much more than all this.

I could go through your list and state exactly the opposite - which would be the truth. I won't though. Why? Because I know it feels like "I don't even know how I feel" - and you do know how you feel, in fact you are the only one who does.

I am sorry you feel this way. I wish I knew what or who was causing you to feel this way - because it makes me angry that such a sweet, caring, loving person as yourself would somehow have cause to feel this way. ❤ To me, you are wonderful .. your loving bear hugs meant a lot to me over the years.. and now the words you send are even more poignant. Fuzzy, there would be a gaping hole in this world without you. There are few people as kind and loving as you - which, is probably why you feel so hurt. Unfortunately it is the ones with the biggest hearts who get hurt the most .. until they too get hardened, or go away. You are a beautiful person, don't let this world change you or make you think otherwise. ❤

Love you my friend ❤

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There must be a way we can escape our prison....

Let out your pain
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Maybe your inner cub needs you

No need to use a muzzle here
Much love to you
Thank you Thirty shades, your support and kindness mean a lot to me

Much love to you

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You are so much more than all this.

I could go through your list and state exactly the opposite - which would be the truth. I won't though. Why? Because I know it feels like "I don't even know how I feel" - and you do know how you feel, in fact you are the only one who does.

I am sorry you feel this way. I wish I knew what or who was causing you to feel this way - because it makes me angry that such a sweet, caring, loving person as yourself would somehow have cause to feel this way. ❤ To me, you are wonderful .. your loving bear hugs meant a lot to me over the years.. and now the words you send are even more poignant. Fuzzy, there would be a gaping hole in this world without you. There are few people as kind and loving as you - which, is probably why you feel so hurt. Unfortunately it is the ones with the biggest hearts who get hurt the most .. until they too get hardened, or go away. You are a beautiful person, don't let this world change you or make you think otherwise. ❤


Love you my friend ❤
Thank you my friend
Love you,
Fuzzy

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You're welcome ❤❤

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