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Grand Magnate
Member Since Nov 2015
Location: Tennessee
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Nothing matters. I have figured that out. I don't care anymore. I'm a peice of crap. It doesn't matter. I need counseling but money does not get saved. It doesn't matter. Nothing matters. I hope I die soon. But that doesn't matter either. Nothing matters.
Isn't that great to know? Nothing matters - Nothing at all. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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#3
Until it matters again, you sometimes gotta play through the motions.
Feel free to shoot me a message. I'll be here on and off today. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
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#5
I used to feel that way. It's been 15 years of this crap. There has to be something better for both of us.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Nov 2015
Location: Tennessee
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#6
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I don't know. Maybe it is me. Maybe I am all wrong. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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#7
The main point is you got out of this crap for 2 yrs!! It can be done but if the people around you don't believe you, maybe it's time to change people. I don't know if that's possible for you.
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Grand Magnate
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Location: Tennessee
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See when I was in my long depression, I weeded out my social circle to the point I only had my husband left "full time", my sister n dad were "partial contact" .. and there was nobody else period. From then on - I was very cautious on who I let in my social circle and weeded it out as needed. So - when everyone turned on me .. that threw me. Since then, I wouldn't say I've had triggers - but not being able to talk makes it bigger then add in any day to day problem n that becomes another reason until soon I no longer need a reason .. and I passed that point a day after I rejoined PC. So now its just plain old depression. I originally was trying to keep it from getting severe - that failed. So now .. it is what it is. Perhaps it wont get dark n desparate. That's the only hope I have. Yet - I dont hold out much. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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