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Grand Magnate
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#1
Seems like there is never anybody around when I need help.
I feel like I have screwed everything up. I'm good at that. That's my biggest talent. I wish I did not know attempts are pointless. I wish I had not promised myself not to SI. I wish I was not in this world. I wish I were a better person. But nothing comes of wishes. I'm here, once again .. with nobody. How I wish there were somebody.. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Afraid to say I was asleep when you posted this. I'm sorry, my friend.
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I'm here for you , Crypts_Of_The_Mind, if you need it! I'm sure I'm not the only one either! Please keep venting as much as you need to and want to, ok? YOU MATTER! You're a wonderful person just the way you are - there's no need to be a "better person". Improving ourselves is of course very admirable, but we need to be content and happy with ourselves first! I'm sure you know that already! Just try to be a little bit kinder to yourself, ok? You deserve it! Treat yourself with the same kindness you've always treated everyone! I know for a fact that you're a STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT! Feel free to PM me anytime, ok? My ear will be ablways listening to you and I'll NEVER abandon you, and I'm sure many other people won't as well because you're an AWESOME, STRONG WARRIOR! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE!!!!! Sending many hugs to you, Crypts_Of_The_Mind!!!!!
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Crypts I am sorry you are having a hard time. I have just logged in...
I wish I could have been here sooner for you. It is hard when you need another soul and they are not available, I have been there too Everyone screws up at times We can't change yesterday We can pick up the pieces today, learn, move forward. I know you are hurting The pain is unbearable, I know that Try to hang on to the thought, that these times do pass, There will be a tomorrow And there will always be someone here when they sign in... I value you and your kind caring posts to others I am thinking of you Much love to you |
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I’m sorry I wasn’t here earlier. I care about you and value your genuine and caring posts to others. And there is no need to be specific. And I very much doubt if anything you’ve ever said or done here has ever scared anyone off... However some people are scared off by other things, for example unkindness, whether explicit or thinly veiled. I hate to think of the number of “good” people who have likely left different websites which are for “support” due to less than kind behaviour from some. I have never seen you being at all unkind or judgmental. “Ramble” all you want... I’ve been accused of “whining” by some smart *** long ago.. (who left, this supportive forum likely didn’t “suit” them, they were a fly by poster giving me “advice” - not anyone who remotely knew me. Eff that it’s bull ****. Much love to you __________________ |
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I just don't want to go into things on this thread - I think you know why. ❤ __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Not your fault you were not here though. __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away Last edited by Crypts_Of_The_Mind; May 05, 2019 at 12:30 PM.. |
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Sorry if my post wasn’t helpful, and that I wasn’t here..I really needed the sleep I had last night. things have been very sub optimal for me lately with a lot of su ideation but today is a bit better having had a bit more sleep. I know what it’s like to be in so much pain and feeling so alone, it sucks I also was in a hurry when I wrote my post so didn’t reread it a million times like I usually do. (I learnt long ago to reread my posts but sometimes I just don’t have time ). And I wanted to write something, I can’t say it better than the others already have. My PM box is always open to you __________________ |
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I screw up big time... or my smaller screw ups are magnified by ?? What? Basically life sucks at times. Or more than sometimes..
Much love to you Crypts (I wish I had something more “useful” to offer, if I think of something I’ll send you a PM Quote:
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Sorry I did not see this before I had to eat! I sooo needed to see this - thank you! ❤❤ You don't need to be sorry for not being here. Nobody does. I understand it. We all have lives. We all need to eat. To sleep. Sometimes we go and do things. It's life. It's just - somehow - when I find myself needing help seems to coincide with the times most people are off doing one of those things.. and it really drives me nutty. I guess the best description would be if you were locked in a room with someone scraping their nails down a chalkboard constantly - for hours .. and nothing you did could stop the person from scraping. That's literally how frustrated I become .. on top of whatever issues I am having bc I dont have anyone in my offline life so this is really my only way of "speaking out". You are such a sweet and kind and caring friend. I am really lucky to have you as a friend. Truly sorry I did not see this earlier. Please forgive me. ❤ __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Thanks dear Crypts, I’m glad my post was of some help to you
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I know your PM box is open - I hope you know mine is to you as well. ❤ __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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Your posts are always useful *hugs* __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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You have no need to apologize. Thanks for being here, you’re very helpful to me and I know to others also. This world needs more people like you who listen and who are intelligent and caring Quote:
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Not sure I deserve all that - but thank you ❤ __________________ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away |
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