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Recently, someone who abused me as a child attempted contact with me. Since then, I've been a mess. It's been a week, I even went to therapy, and I don't feel any better. I'm feeling myself fall apart but am powerless to stop it.
It kills me, that I'm just as much of a POS as what I was taught to be. What? I couldn't fight it and become a better person? No, I had to become a ****ing bastard who has no right to complain. I've dug this hole. This is my fault. If I really cared about people, I wouldn't put them through this ****. I'm a selfish *****. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
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((((((Só leigheas))))))
Nothing you have typed makes me think you have done anything wrong. We are human and react in a certain way when we have suffered abuse of any kind. I beat myself up regularly too. We are good people and care for others but cannot help our triggers. I am sending kind thoughts and big hugs |
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I agree with Thirty Shades, we’re good people.... Who genuinely care for others..... and can’t help our triggers __________________ |
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No you are not a POS, So. They are. Don’t listen to them. 👩*❤️*💋*👩
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Just "thinking out loud"...
If my depression-anxiety-mood disorder mess is reasoning-resistant, how much more reasoning-resistant must be the abuse-driven psychic cancer eating Só leigheas. May Só leigheas find peace. __________________ My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it. |
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I don't think it's more, different yes. Thank you, I hope you also find peace, my friend.
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Yes, may Só Leigheas find peace.
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