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Member Since Jul 2015
Location: On a wall
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#1
If I had just 1 wish I would wish for courage. The courage to finally end this cycle. There is only 1 way out for me and I have not had the courage to take it. I have been close, so close. All I had to do was put my foot down. I had already taken the final step. I just needed to follow through.
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#2
Me too!!! I just need to put the effort in but it seems so far away. I wish I had more to offer, but I don't.
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Member Since Jul 2015
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#4
Thank you for having enough courage to stay. I genuinely know the pain and how those thoughts arise. For me it is the pain it would bring to others that makes me stay. |
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I'm REALLY HAPPy that you're here with us, Humpty Dumpty, and I DO believe that you have a lot of courage by fighting like the warrior that YOU TRULY ARE! Please don't be hard on yourself! I appreciate you and I'm sure moany other people do as well! I completely agree with what all the other wise, wonderful posters have already wisely said better than I ever could! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING HERE! YOU'RE A STRONG, WONDERFUL PERSON! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER ALL OF THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! WISH YOU GOOD LUCK! Please keep us updated AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN IF YOU CAN AND WANT TO OF COURSE and pleaselLet us know how things are going for you! WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU! I PROMISE YOU ALL OF THAT BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! PLEASE REMEMBER THAT AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN BECAUSE IT IS TRUE! Sending many kind, safe, sweet, warm and WONDERFUL hugs to you, Humpty Dumpty, JUST LIKE YOU ARE!
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Member Since Jul 2015
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#8
Mickey you keep saying I'm brave. Trust me I am not brave. I have not choose to continue to live. I have not chosen to better my life. I simply have been to afraid to end it. That is the real reason I am still here. I understand you're trying to be helpful but brave is not a word that describes me.
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