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Jun 18, 2019 at 11:14 AM
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I'm so done. Done with everything. My life is a complete waste, I feel sorry for my parents, especially my Dad who thinks I'm doing my best at everything. But I'm not even trying. And I can't seem to change myself. You know what's the absolute worst combination to have? ADHD and depression. But to make things even worse, social anxiety also.
Your ADHD makes you want to do all kinds of things at once. But guess what, depression is saying no to all of that. Even if you somehow managed to outplay it, social anxiety is there to hold you back from doing anything. So what am I doing all day then? Well I play the same videogame every day, go to the supermarket, spend the money I haven't earned on the same things over and over, watch YouTube gameplays of the same game I'm playing and finally go to sleep (exhausted) at 3 am. And no, I'm not going to the gym I've signed up and pay 20$ per month for. I rather spend money on Fast-Food and food delivery. I don't have any close friends to hang out with, only people I know from school. But they don't care about me at all. I have difficulties making new friends, I have crooked teeth so I've already forgot how to laugh and people find me awkward and weird. What else to say... I'm most likely failing class and even school since I never study and don't really see a point in studying a subject I'm probably 2 years behind (math). Yes, I don't care about anything anymore. I just can't change myself. I'm feeling numb and don't even bother thinking about killing myself. I gave up. 
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Jun 19, 2019 at 08:48 AM
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I’m sorry I don’t have an answer but I’m sending much respect and hope for some relief for you. Much kindness and care
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Jun 19, 2019 at 02:40 PM
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Jun 24, 2019 at 10:42 AM
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I’m wondering how you’re getting on. Please feel free to post more if it might help.
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Jun 24, 2019 at 04:15 PM
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Jun 24, 2019 at 05:19 PM
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Worth living? I mean, did you choose to be alive? Do you have to choose to wake up in the morning? You make it sound like you have to constantly decide to keep living, as if you don't keep actively making that decision you will suddenly disappear.
Life just happens, right? Even if you didn't pressure yourself so much, life would force you to do something anyway. Maybe you are in your head too much and not enough in your natural feelings and instincts. |
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