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Default Nov 04, 2019 at 01:41 PM
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Ouch.....

The pain is quite acute....

My efforts to conquer seem to be in vain...
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Default Nov 04, 2019 at 03:46 PM
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Default Nov 04, 2019 at 03:53 PM
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I just keep it all to myself...

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Default Mar 01, 2020 at 05:17 PM
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Thinking of you dear Thirty shades

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Describing our pain

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Default Mar 07, 2020 at 01:36 PM
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For me it's like a huge, heavy, dark blanket that envelops me, drains my energy, keeps me from doing anything... Any efforts to make it go away just make it worse. Like the Dementors.....

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Default Mar 08, 2020 at 10:53 AM
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as if the decision has to be made right now and I am ready to come out of my skin
or never and I pull further into quiet, motionless darkness between these I manage tasks of daily living and ache for places I will never be
words said after my brother's suicide that intrude "...there were just places he couldn't go..."---'places'---thoughts, it is hard to explain how emotional pain is also biochemical --like a switch gets flipped...how shame can kill... and is as needful of relieving as the pain of physical trauma. what you can't see can hurt you.

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Default Mar 09, 2020 at 03:45 AM
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The physical effect of the pain when intense steals my ability to think, read and feels like a form of suffocation.....

It takes time to get back to a normal level of low level functioning

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Default Mar 09, 2020 at 08:55 AM
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Today I will be satisfied if I can sweep and mop the floor of this room...
It is going to be a warm and sunny day and I should be outside but...
but here I am for now
College radio station on, maybe the kids will get me moving.
I wonder if I will do the next road trip I have planned...
It means buying cat food and setting things up for her...which seems overwhelming right now for no apparent reason
there are geese in the pond
I should look out the window.
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Default Mar 09, 2020 at 05:18 PM
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Let’s hear it for that normal low level of functioning. ☹️

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Default Mar 10, 2020 at 12:35 AM
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My pain, psychological, is 6/10 now and hovers around 6-9 most days. Just sadness from last few years, cousin passing, dad ill 4 years ago, and passed in 2018, and less than 2 months later uncle passed away. Then prior to this psychological effects from discovering have a learning disorder, social anxiety disorder, anxiety disorder, dysthymia. On good days psychological pain is 2-5.

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Many hugs and much respect to all in pain this mother's day.

Isolation is a blessing and a curse.... My snake can't make up her mind
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Grrrrrrrr........

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Respect to your dear snake Fuzzybear. Hope she can have a peaceful day. Many hugs
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The pain ebbs and flows....

So much to do, time to do things but no working brain to do them

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