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Grand Magnate
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#41
Ouch.....
The pain is quite acute.... My efforts to conquer seem to be in vain... |
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#42
Thirty shades
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#43
I just keep it all to myself...
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#44
Thinking of you dear Thirty shades
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#45
For me it's like a huge, heavy, dark blanket that envelops me, drains my energy, keeps me from doing anything... Any efforts to make it go away just make it worse. Like the Dementors.....
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#46
Respect to all
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#47
as if the decision has to be made right now and I am ready to come out of my skin
or never and I pull further into quiet, motionless darkness between these I manage tasks of daily living and ache for places I will never be words said after my brother's suicide that intrude "...there were just places he couldn't go..."---'places'---thoughts, it is hard to explain how emotional pain is also biochemical --like a switch gets flipped...how shame can kill... and is as needful of relieving as the pain of physical trauma. what you can't see can hurt you. __________________ "...don't say Home / the bones of that word mend slowly...' marie harris |
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#48
The physical effect of the pain when intense steals my ability to think, read and feels like a form of suffocation.....
It takes time to get back to a normal level of low level functioning Hugs and respect to all who need them |
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#49
Today I will be satisfied if I can sweep and mop the floor of this room...
It is going to be a warm and sunny day and I should be outside but... but here I am for now College radio station on, maybe the kids will get me moving. I wonder if I will do the next road trip I have planned... It means buying cat food and setting things up for her...which seems overwhelming right now for no apparent reason there are geese in the pond I should look out the window. later. __________________ "...don't say Home / the bones of that word mend slowly...' marie harris |
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#50
Let’s hear it for that normal low level of functioning. ☹️
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#51
My pain, psychological, is 6/10 now and hovers around 6-9 most days. Just sadness from last few years, cousin passing, dad ill 4 years ago, and passed in 2018, and less than 2 months later uncle passed away. Then prior to this psychological effects from discovering have a learning disorder, social anxiety disorder, anxiety disorder, dysthymia. On good days psychological pain is 2-5.
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Hugs and respect to you dear thirty shades
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#53
Many hugs and much respect to all in pain this mother's day.
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#54
Grrrrrrrr........
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#55
Respect to your dear snake Fuzzybear. Hope she can have a peaceful day. Many hugs
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#56
Many hugs and much respect to your snake dear Thirty shades
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#57
Many hugs and much respect to your snake dear Fuzzybear
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#58
Much love and respect to your snake dear Thirty shades and to all snakes in pain
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#59
The pain ebbs and flows....
So much to do, time to do things but no working brain to do them Much love, hugs and respect to you Fuzzybear and all in pain |
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