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I'm not asking to be happy. In fact I don't want "happiness" I don't like it. However I am tired of always being depressed and suicidal. I'm tired of being stuck in limbo. That space where I'm standing on the edge just 1 step away but too afraid to take that 1. Last. Step. Yet ever time I turn around to walk away I end up right back here. I have done "happy" before. I didnt like it. I wasn't in control of my emotions. Similar to now just on the opposite end of the spectrum. I don't think I am asking for too much. People always say "I want to be happy again." or "Strive for happiness." I want to stop short of that. Either that or get the courage to take that final step.
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Some would say that this is a real F'd up way of thinking. I don't think it's F'd up at all. It is just a different way if looking at things.
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Hoping you get out of limbo and into a state that benefits you.
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TBH, I would settle with some mild sadness. I would just like to be free of trauma and pain. |
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A middle ground would probably be more than enough for many, Humpty Dumpty. Unfortunately Depression doesn't allow that. You're certainly not alone in your feelings! Please NEVER give up hope! You ARE IMPORTANT and YOU MATTER! Stay safe! Hopefully things will get better soon for you one way or another! Just treat yourself with kindness! Keep venting if you need that! We're here to listen to you and to support you! WE ALL DO CARE ABOUT YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! YOU KNOW THAT IS TRUE! YOU KNOW THAT IS ABSOLUTELY TRUE! Hang in there! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Humpty Dumpty!
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