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Exclamation Jun 22, 2019 at 01:09 AM
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Default Jun 22, 2019 at 03:14 AM
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I feel like that's not dumb AT ALL! I feel like there's a part of you that still wants to live, Humpty Dumpty! It may not be too big but it's there. Perhaps we just need to work to make that part stronger? Just a thought! I'm so sorry you're hurting SO BADLY! It may be selfish of me but I'm glad you didn't go through with it and that you're still here with us, Humpty Dumpty!

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Default Jun 22, 2019 at 08:49 AM
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I’m sorry you’re hurting so much Humpty Dumpty.

Perhaps we (all) need to work together to build each other up, and make the part that wants to live stronger.

In real life it sometimes feels that there are few who are genuinely understanding

Selfishly, I’m also glad you’re here.

I know that’s no consolation. . You’re not alone in wanting to be done with the pain and bs in the world.

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Default Jun 22, 2019 at 10:08 AM
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Mickey, Fuzzy I don't see y'all being glad I'm still as selfish. If you tried giving me a guilt trip for leaving you behind that would be selfish.
Looking back on it now that I've slept on it I regret not doing it. (No surprise there) I have thought about doing it now, but fear is kicking holding me back. (That's nothing new. I always have an excuse for everything.) I am such a fake. If I were serious I would quit talking about and just do it.

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Default Jun 22, 2019 at 10:19 AM
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I don't believe you're "fake" at all, Humpty Dumpty! There's probably that little glimpse of hope inside you that makes you feel like things can STILL improve and get better. I agree with that although you likely don't for the most part. That's understandable and in no way we're going to make you feel ashamed for feeling that way. It is certainly NOT your fault if you're feeling so bad! Just be kind to yourself, ok? Do you have any hobbies that you can use to distract yourself? Something to pass the time? Anything that may help you! I hope your wife is being supportive to you as well! I certainly hope things will get better soon for you one way or another! You can count on us for advice and support! WE'RE HERE TO LISTEN! THAT'S A PROMISE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, Humpty Dumpty!
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Do you have any hobbies that you can use to distract yourself? Something to pass the time? Anything that may help you!
I don't enjoy doing anything any more. I have to go to work here in a couple of hours but that doesn't help take my mind off of it.

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I don't talk to her about this. The less she knows the better. It would only cause her to worry more and in the end telling her would accomplish nothing.

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Default Jun 22, 2019 at 10:31 AM
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All I can say to this is I am thankful that you did have that quick change of mind. I have know idea why you did , but you did and for that if anything it gives you the opportunity to make this post and it gives us the opportunity to support you in the best way that we can by listening.
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Far from dumb, it's fascinating. Thank you for sharing.
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Default Jun 23, 2019 at 08:57 PM
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I look back at this post and am reminded how much of a failure I am. I should have done something then.

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I’m sorry you feel like a failure too.
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I'm glad that you didn't do it. I know you don't like doctors, and that you've had bad experiences with them in the past, but I hope you at least have a good GP to see.
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I'm glad that you didn't do it. I know you don't like doctors, and that you've had bad experiences with them in the past, but I hope you at least have a good GP to see.
I only go to the Dr when I'm sick and then I just do a walk in clinic. Even then it's only because I need prescription strength medicine. If I could get that with out going to a Dr I would.

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