Very sorry

Dear All, I’m very sorry for my last post about right and wrong, I really was not well and unbalanced. So I wrote things that I really do not mean. I miss you guys and always appreciate your advice and support.
Love you all,
Sincerely

Captaineo

hi there,
I guess many or most of us have said or done things we regret when we weren't feeling well. No apologies needed.

Thank you Fuzzy I respect, love and miss all of you. I don’t want to lose my friends, I cherish you guys a lot, I am all alone and you are what I have closest to friends. I wish I could take it back. Thank you for the message Fuzzy always here for all when and if you need me. Lots of hugs and love to all.

I've read your post and you did not write anything that may be deemed offensive in my opinion, except for one thing you've said perhaps. Even if you did, there's nothing wrong with venting! Please keep posting here, my good, sweet friend! You're ALWAYS appreciated here! THAT'S A PROMISE! As usuall, I'm here for you when you need it, and so is everyone else! Do NOT hesitate to PM me if you need it! I am SURE plenty of others will GLADLY and WONDERFULLY help you out as well if you just reach out to them! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, captaineo, my dear, sweet friend, your family, your children, your friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking!

I personally agreed with what you had to say about Right & Wrong and understood your feelings. I wanted to reply but didn't know what to say.

There had been times when I posted things on here and thought that I should not have done it. I guess a lot or all of us have done that. At least the people on here are very merciful, I feel. It's not as much that way on other boards.

There was no need to apologize, I feel. I have enjoyed your postings on here.

My very dear friends thank you for accepting my apology and replying with your beautiful answers. Very uplifting and it feels like nice breath of fresh air. I have been in very dark place and all of the sudden my darkest thoughts came out. You are my friends and the least thing I want to do is to offend anyone. Than you So much and love you all.

As we now, for our working pressure, our personal problem makes us depressed.
But it is so much problematic for our life. To remove this problem, we all need to maintain something.
When we feel depressed we need to take a tour.
we can also maintain it by workout or yoga. This is more helpful to our mental health support.
Our self-confidence needs to increase. So what you think.
Stay with me.

Hi Anna thank you for your great advice?’ You all are. I am trying Yoga now and concentrating on my job and keeping my self busy with other projects but sometimes I feel like the world is against me terribly and I need some way to oust my anger demons and normally I just act strange alone, but I have had two episodes where I just cried alone with my face buried in a Towel. I have a GF and she knows all I’m going thru and this is a different issue but she can be sometimes a burden and sometimes just nice. I often tells her that she is better off without me and indeed I want to be alone but she moved in with me and I allowed it but she is very needy too and is kind of person that wants and needs attention and I need time to center my thoughts and she just talks and talks, and sometimes copies my attitude like a child when I am actually suffering inside and she does not get, she needs to see me crying to really understand I am not well, when that happens that helps but normally I can’t cry all the time because I’m under medication or because I can’t simply fake that. Good think is that she and I are doing Yoga at the gym but is difficult for me , I am 44 and not very flexible, nonetheless I did try but we did I think the Hot Yoga and is very tough and very hot. Will try Yoga again but more beginner one.

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We all done that unintentionally because we weren't thinking about it may have sounded.

Almost five years without seeing my kids. My heart just keeps on shattering. Dunno if I told you guys but I live in Japan since 1999 (long story) but I married and had kids with the woman I truly loved, is because stupid horrible and stressing job I got sick and sick until my legs could not move and felt paralyzed and would not go out, my wife then saw my illness and did not know how to handle it, she left me then and took my kids. My sister suffers from schizophrenia, my mom Parkinson, and I severe depression and anxiety and who knows what. I hate my lawyer, just sucks money no results, and my doctor is just pills and pills. I hate YouTube and see happy people. I’m becoming a terrible human being at my 45 years of age. I’m catholic and having doubts. To whom should I turn to I wonder. I only have my friends in this forum. And I can only imagine your faces and how you are and hoping that we all see the light some f day. Sorry for the language Blessings my dearests