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Default Nov 10, 2019 at 02:26 AM
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Felt pretty good about today. My friend came to visit and we we hung out and talked about things including our mental health journey's. It's good to have a friend on the same page, it took away some of my depression. Depression exacerbated by the sense of being cut off and alone.
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Dear Mote.of.soul, That's so good to hear. Thank you for sharing that. Hugs to you!
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Felt pretty good about today. My friend came to visit and we we hung out and talked about things including our mental health journey's. It's good to have a friend on the same page, it took away some of my depression. Depression exacerbated by the sense of being cut off and alone.

That sounds very nice.

About me -> I guess in a way it was good that my friend didn't come to visit me yesterday because I was very bogged down with work at home and it was very hot outside. At least we talked a couple of times on the phone and that was like a consolation prize. He doesn't understand depression that much. He claims that he never had a struggle with it.

The movie I saw last night wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It wasn't great but at least it wasn't horrible like I thought it would be.

This morning I plan to do some light domestic stuff that shouldn't take very long. I don't know what to do after it's done. It's a nice day outside and a bit cooler than yesterday. We're in for a cooling trend now, which is good news for me.
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I have finished the first major rewrite on my current project, which leaves two more rewrites to be finished according to my current plans. I have also begun work on my next project, which I am only doing very minimal work on before my current project is finished. I hope to have this next project finished by the end of the winter, which may be feasible since it will be much shorter and simpler a story than my last.
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I realised today that I didn't get one of my medications filled when I needed it a few days ago, so unintentionally I haven't been taking it. That could be why I've been feeling not so great the past couple of days.
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This morning when I first got up, I felt depressed. I guess I was worrying about getting older and what would I do with myself at that time. But I got busy later on and those thoughts went away.

Did some odds and ends work at my place and then I went on a two and a half hour bike ride this afternoon. My bike rode very well today because I had service done on it earlier last week.

Nothing much exciting this weekend but not bad. My sister had called while I was on my bike this afternoon. I called her back but didn't get a hold of her.
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I haven’t felt well today..mentally or physically. I hope I can get to sleep soon and start fresh tomorrow.

Warm wishes to all and hugs to those that are struggling.
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Dear Mote.of.soul, That's so good to hear. Thank you for sharing that. Hugs to you!


Thank you, @Breaking Dawn, very welcome.

I have a swarm of little sparrows swooping down from the trees outside my window, eating bread. But you can see they're always very much on edge - they peck a piece of bread then immediately dart back into the trees - because of a neighborhood cat who sleeps not far away, heh.

Yes, cute little things sparrows. Very smart, too. The power of flight.

Feeling okay today. Managable.
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Been sick with a bad cold. Plus recent bloodwork indicates I'm very anemic. I'm tired and not keeping up with things.

My s.o. is supposed to come home soon from the nursing home. I feel like I can barely cope. And he doesn't always understand that I'm not made of steel.
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I went to work today but I could have had the day off with pay since it's a holiday. It's called a "floating holiday". I wished that I had taken it since it was very slow today as expected.

Other than that, I may be getting an exercise equipment pretty soon. I have narrowed down one that looks pretty good to me. We'll see!
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I feel okay for the most part. I started feeling a little sad when I started on my housework. I may just go back to bed for a while.

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@Deilla your signature is so true! Thank you for sharing

As for me I got up early for the first time in two weeks. I feel refreshed. I turned on music and will read for a little bit. I hope that helps to boost my mood. And for some reason, when I talk I say the mood. I'm not sure why I do that. I need to take ownership for my self.
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Today was busier at work and more people there. So that was nice for me. But still very slow and the time drags.

I'm on the verge of making a decision on what to buy for an exercise equipment. Once I decide on what I want then I will test it out to see if it will work for me.

I'm trying to get used to the sun going down earlier now since the time change. I miss my bike rides after work.
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I think this novel has the potential to be my best yet. Of course, that's not saying much. I'm terrible.
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me and my long distance girlfriend broke up...I am heartbroken....we were really compatible....it was the distance that did it. we couldn't come to a plan of meeting up....she tried to transfer out here and she wasn't able to....

I miss her a lot....

I wound up pulling the trigger and ending things for the both of us.....
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I am incredibly depressed. I don’t think I can go on. I am burnt out. I am trapped.
 
 
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Still sick with this cold. I did nothing all day.
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I'm doing ok. Dear the walls, I'm so sorry! I hope you will feel better soon. Please hang in there. Hugs to you!
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I'm really really down today. I don't want to keep fighting...
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