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Default Jan 25, 2020 at 10:21 PM
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Matthew 7:7 says ask and you shall receive, I've been praying to God to help me become a successful author but so far I have not found success. I will keep on working until I am successful, which I hope is just around the corner.
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Default Jan 26, 2020 at 07:46 PM
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Thursday night I slept for almost 11 hours and I was in bed for over 12.5 hours. Friday night I slept for over 11.5 hours and I was in bed for almost 14 hours. Then last night I was asleep for almost 10.5 hours and in bed for almost 13.5 hours. Yeah that’s severe depression for sure.

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Default Jan 27, 2020 at 01:08 AM
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@the walls: Could it be Winter depression? I feel the worst in January. But it's moving along. Just five more days. SAD lights are not for me as i get depressed in Summer too. I like Spring and Fall as long as i don't get TOO high, like last Fall. Anyways, sorry you're feeling so lousy and i hope things improve soon.
 
 
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Default Jan 27, 2020 at 11:11 AM
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Felt tired to get out of bed this morning, even though I slept alright. Dreading today, not because of work, but because of the doctor's appointment later on today. This time it's about an issue that's concerning since the blood test revealed that something's possibly wrong.
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Default Jan 27, 2020 at 03:11 PM
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I felt super tired this morning and went back to sleep. Woke up at about 1pm. What's the Matter With Me sleeping so much again??! I mean I have been sick, but I'm getting better and I didn't even take the sleep inducing Nyquil last night. Sigh
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Felt tired to get out of bed this morning, even though I slept alright. Dreading today, not because of work, but because of the doctor's appointment later on today. This time it's about an issue that's concerning since the blood test revealed that something's possibly wrong.

I just got a call saying that my doctor's appointment has been moved up to Friday. I wish it could be cancelled altogether, but at least it gives me a little more time to mull things over.
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Default Jan 27, 2020 at 06:24 PM
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I solved a difficult problem today, something that had to get done, & it wasn't even my problem, but I ended up with it. What a relief! Like a big weight has been lifted off of me.
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I need a week off! I don’t know why but I’m not coping well. I never feel in control of my life and I am exhausted at trying to keep up! My new goal is to train 2 hours a day and make a way to speak to management about my progress. Maybe I need to journal to make a plan on how to manage my sleep. I need to keep holding on!
 
 
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Default Jan 28, 2020 at 01:34 PM
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After this week, I have four weeks until I have to return to work. I'm not looking forward to this. I hope my psychiatrist will agree to a limited return to work of no more than 24 hours per week, which will help ease the difficulty.
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Triggered at work again. No one to speak to. I really hate this.
 
 
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Default Jan 29, 2020 at 04:15 AM
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I've been too busy to be depressed. I'm still looking after my S.O. who's been in and out of medical crisis. Yesterday I called for an ambulance. He was mad that I was sending him to the hospital. Now I'm here with him. He seems more comfortable than he was at home.

Being so needed by someone, as I've been lately, has kept me moving along. When he's gone, it will seem awfully strange. I think I'll do alright. My life will be what I make of it.
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Default Jan 29, 2020 at 06:01 PM
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I'm not really feeling very well, because I just made the difficult decision to shelve an ongoing project. I just don't think I can take such a radical idea as the concept behind it and write it through to completion, in a way that's competent or compelling. I know it might seem like ordinary self-doubt, but I really think it's necessary to move on. Sometimes you just have to discard a project as unworkable, no matter how many months you've spent on it. I think this is a sign of maturity as a writer. However, I'm also rather despondent at having failed to make use of this past project as a chance to 'hit it big' and earn my way out of poverty. Hopefully the next one will be.
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I felt emotionally great today, for some strange reason. As of now I have a performance review at work tomorrow (it was going to be last week and today but were postponed). And then on Friday I have that doctor's appointment (that was postponed from Monday). I'm not looking forward to that one.

In the last couple of nights that my friend and I have talked, he seems more grumpy and judgmental. I'm not liking that.
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Very low mood after calling my mother. Her life is a nightmare and she makes me upset. I can’t believe I’m related to her.
 
 
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I'm getting depressed.
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Default Jan 30, 2020 at 10:42 AM
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It is what it is. A boulder in the road I have to get around. But it makes sence to me that if I keep trying, I will eventually get to where I want to be.
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Default Jan 30, 2020 at 02:08 PM
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It's settled, I'm going to return to work on March 2. My psychiatrist has written a plan that starts at two 8-hour shifts per week to start, then three, then on from there. I'm very anxious and nervous about it.
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