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Grand Magnate
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Apr 21, 2020 at 07:29 AM
#781
i just had an idea...
TRUE LOVE...maybe it is the practice of loving yourself... that sounds selfish...but maybe not... maybe that is the major problem here... looking for love in all the wrong places love is patient and love is kind... i am starting to love myself... not what others say...not what society or religion says.. i love that lazy little guy...he didn't have to get up early... |
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Grand Magnate
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Apr 21, 2020 at 07:32 AM
#782
what does society say...work hard...work work
when i was disabled from mental illness and was on ssd for 5 years... i felt so terribly guilty for taking that money...i still do... |
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Grand Magnate
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Apr 21, 2020 at 08:07 AM
#783
also i tend not to be very brave...a little more toward coward...
but here i am alive at 88yo...and i have been in some tough spots in the navy... this love yourself may be where its at...most of my family think i am full of ####... it is also my thoughts about them...comfortable with yourself...wow...is that possible for me... i like the lazy part...that is why i am not rich and famous...but i didn't die young.. |
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Wisest Elder Ever
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Apr 21, 2020 at 06:45 PM
#784
Hmm.. that’s interesting about being lazy or tending to be...
Maybe I am that way too... But I had to get up very early for a very long time and I did not like that... Work work work was almost .... well it was enforced. it was THE most “important” thing.... That and not talking.... or talking only at the “right” time and with the “right” words... No wonder little fuzzy did not say much  Maybe little fuzzy was “not brave enough”... For what? That may be the question..... 
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Grand Magnate
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Apr 22, 2020 at 06:48 AM
#785
wild stress morning...i am trying to stay away from my love drug---valium
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Apr 22, 2020 at 08:03 AM
#786
just crying today...turning more to meditation for help...
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Grand Magnate
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Apr 22, 2020 at 08:31 AM
#787
i am very afraid and lazy today...
afraid of what----how about early death... feeling lazy----i need help...i am not interested in helping others today... |
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Grand Magnate
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Apr 22, 2020 at 12:29 PM
#788
i went to meditate in my car in the sun....
i ended up weeping and wailing... i am happy that i can let this stuff out.. it is not something i like but it will help me... |
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Apr 22, 2020 at 05:51 PM
#789
Much love and respect to all on the As Is bus
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Apr 23, 2020 at 03:48 AM
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Apr 23, 2020 at 04:11 AM
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Apr 23, 2020 at 07:45 AM
#792
after all my weeping and wailing yesterday....
today i feel better..... |
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Apr 23, 2020 at 11:54 AM
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Apr 23, 2020 at 03:41 PM
#794
Thank you little turtle and all on the As Is bus for being here and for being true
Love to all on the Bus
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Apr 23, 2020 at 04:56 PM
#795
''the doctor-as-god reporting their Opinion in tantalizing brevity''
(I still have not completely got a few former sub optimal medical providers irl out of my head completely... any ideas how to?  )Maybe it is ''all part of the illness''  (my ''illness'' Actually they do not occupy as much space in my head as they used to... usually )Something reminded me of this. (Not about anyone on pc) __________________
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Apr 24, 2020 at 05:06 AM
#796
fuzzy---how do you get it out of your head........good question
i am very angry this morning...trying to meditate... angry about everything...frustrated... |
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Apr 24, 2020 at 05:47 AM
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i am looking for a punching bag...
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Apr 24, 2020 at 07:22 AM
#798
interesting morning...i felt totally defeated for about 5 minutes...awful...
i didn't try to fix it...that feeling went away... |
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Apr 24, 2020 at 10:00 AM
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Apr 24, 2020 at 11:01 AM
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If a pattern, is there any consistency in the time between the weeping+wailing and the feeling better? As always, feel free to ignore the questions.
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