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Location: Kolkata, West Bengal, India
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#661
Hugs LT.
I feel very lonely too... I miss my American boyfriend all the time... I wish he comes back to me some day. Maybe he needs time. He had told me once that he's not an evil man, that he loves me for real. So I wait for him to come back..... Irl I don't have any friends, my parents are mean and don't love me, my ex Indian boyfriend(a psychopath) stalks me online and physically....he calls me and tells me to kill myself now that everyone's dumped me!! You can imagine it is tough for me to hang in there. |
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Grand Magnate
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Location: ohio
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#662
i am so unhappy right now...i feel so bad
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#663
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#665
just now i went into my room...shut the door...going to meditate...
i started shaking and breathing fast....i was mad/sad/shaking... i just let it come out...i am trying to do this rather than upping my drugs... mostly upset with my wife...we have so many problems that are coming out now... this virus thing is something else... |
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#666
I have been meditating and trying to stay occupied.
That helps with the panic attacks... When resting (and i need lots of rest) the panic races through me imitating the virus.... Sending love, hugs and respect to all on the bus to stay safe and well |
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#667
That “thing” is not welcome on the as is bus
Hugs and respect to all __________________ |
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#668
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#669
yesterday i started DEEP BREATHING...i like simple stuff...
supposed to be good for stress...i will report back... i like doing it...at least i'm doing something... |
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#670
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Have you tried deep breathing like this before? love and respect to all on the bus __________________ |
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#671
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Do you think each day what do I want from my life and what kind of relationship do I want with my friends. and/or husband/wife etc. I do not. I guess that's because I try to accept people who are friends as is. Unless they violate an obvious boundary with disrespect which my friends do not. But I did make a thread where I specified exactly what I did NOT want I request no mention of that ''thing'' which triggers me in this discussion. I think all on the bus know what that is, from the thread I started. Its the ''situation''.... I personally nearly always skip all posts that talk about it or allude to it as they trigger me. If that changes I will let people know. So I guess I am saying what I would like and what I do not want from my friends on the bus In response to my post anyway __________________ |
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#672
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i am looking everywhere for relief...but i don't know yet how helpful that is... what has been your experience... |
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Do you have a garden? Papa bear finds being outside in the garden very helpful. Maybe we can post more about deep breathing. There are a couple of deep breathing exercises I can post about tomorrow hopefully. __________________ |
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#674
Deep Breathing/Diaphragmatic Breathing: I do not practice this regularly, but I know how to do it. If I am already somewhat relaxed, deep breathing can reinforce my short-term feeling of calm. If I am stressed beyond a certain point, deep breathing either just won't help or escapes my mind altogether.
Thinking about Relationships: What I want from established relationships almost never comes to mind. __________________ My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it. Last edited by Rohag; Apr 04, 2020 at 08:35 PM.. |
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#675
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hugs and respect to all __________________ |
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#676
I have used many meditations which include deep breathing. I find them helpful.
As long as others respect me, I am happy to take everyone AS IS. Hugs and respect |
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#677
meltdown this morning..... the anger and sad wasn't pretty...
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#678
Hi to the bus people
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#679
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Also, I hope that wasn't triggering. I actually missed your post. Could you link it here so I don't trigger you? ---------- also, I came here today because I'm starting Gabapentin...but now I don't know if anyone will care. hmm (it's for sleep and anxiety) and I updated my first day results in my journal just now, so I feel like it might be overkill to share it all here now. I dunno. Sorry. I just still feel a bit awkward on PCF. Kinda been taking breaks tbh...but I'm like half here now. hehe! Hugs! __________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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#680
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__________________ Celexa (Citalopram) 20mg Levothyroxine .75mg Liothyronine 5MCG (2x daily) Probiotics And a whole slew of vitamin and herbal supplements. |
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