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Location: egypt
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im used to my dark mood, voices, stress...etc and i usually cope by just writing and crafts, even when it go far it's ok so i never went to psychiatrist
but just recently few days ago i just hit suddenly extremely high level, it has gone physical not just feeling or inside my brain. i was thinking maybe anemia because i noticed my wrinkled nail which should be sign for anemia? but i'm also very stressed especially now with virus, if anyone remembers or check my life updates i was waiting to finish university to start focusing on art and doing lots of activities, so i did finish last year but didnt start yet now with the virus again i stopped and waiting though now i dont even know for how long and because im religious i feel like end of world soon. of course im also worried about my family and relatives not just that i feel nauseous, weak, stomach pain and even one day was having horrible headache and fainting, shaking sometimes, feeling that i will die and panic even more. i would never but im collapsing and my body falling apart. i try to play engaging games since they distract me but they aren't always enough and i cant play 24 hours. i would go to psychiatrist and doctor but its not safe nowadays and i cant just get whatever drugs from pharmacy i hope my body doesnt stop suddenly from all this physical stress __________________ light over darkness "Do not give in too much to feelings. An overly sensitive heart is an unhappy possession on this shaky earth" Johann Wolfgang von Goethe have faith and god will make everything better |
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