Daily check in thread:Ups and Downs #28

MissUdy · May 25, 2020 at 12:13 PM

Im not locked in or anything, he just didn’t want me to drive anywhere the way I was. Thanks though.

will19 · May 25, 2020 at 02:11 PM

Another busy morning. I thought that I was going to relax on this long weekend for me! Early this morning, around 3AM, I had lower abdominal cramps. I've had it before. It was an urge to go to the bathroom. It lasted only a few minutes, but I woke up around 6AM and went to the bathroom. So much came out. It ruined it for me to sleep in. Sorry to be graphic here.

After breakfast I went to a department store to return a new CD player I purchased. Last Saturday my old CD player just didn't work and I didn't know why. And then after I had purchased the new CD player yesterday I tested out the old CD player and it worked! It was so weird that just that one time it didn't work.

After the store I went to visit my friend. I stayed for an hour. He wanted me to stay longer, but I felt like I had other things to do. After leaving I gassed up and got my car washed at the same place. The car looks nice now. It hadn't been washing in quite a while.

Breaking Dawn · May 25, 2020 at 02:22 PM

Doing ok.

Buffy01 · May 25, 2020 at 02:45 PM

I been feeling really down and depressed today.

puzzclar · May 25, 2020 at 02:49 PM

I'm down because of how crappy I feel physically. I'm scared to call in for the daily check in with t. I am scared because I don't want to go into the hospital. I'm trying to change my thoughts. And being scared and anxious doesn't help.

Sunflower123 · May 25, 2020 at 04:56 PM

I’ve had depression for two days now. It’s painful and I hope it goes away soon.

Hugs to all.

3rd rock · May 25, 2020 at 04:57 PM

I've taken to blogging on my website, in the hope that it will draw more traffic to my website, and thus sales of my books. We'll see.

I called in sick to work today, and I'm using the day to work on my current book instead.

Buffy01 · May 25, 2020 at 06:54 PM

I feel really down and hurt today. People at home had really hurt my feelings today.

Buffy01 · May 25, 2020 at 06:56 PM

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Originally Posted by puzzclar

I'm down because of how crappy I feel physically. I'm scared to call in for the daily check in with t. I am scared because I don't want to go into the hospital. I'm trying to change my thoughts. And being scared and anxious doesn't help.

I'm sorry to hear that you are scared. I do understand how you feel.

puzzclar · May 25, 2020 at 07:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Buffy01

I'm sorry to hear that you are scared. I do understand how you feel.

Me too. I hope today ends soon. I haven't done much and that bugs me. I feel like I'm coming down with something but most likely it's the med changes. And I keep thinking are meds really worth taking??

Yzen · May 26, 2020 at 07:39 AM

I don't know why I don't feel I belong anywhere. Not work, family, community...

Breaking Dawn · May 26, 2020 at 09:32 AM

I'm the same way, @Yzen. Could it be a form of dissociation?

Yzen · May 26, 2020 at 09:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

I'm the same way, @Yzen. Could it be a form of dissociation?

Maybe. I hadn't thought about that.

Mountaindewed · May 26, 2020 at 02:07 PM

I’m a bit down in the dumps right now. Most of the day was fine.

3rd rock · May 26, 2020 at 10:14 PM

I was in the middle of a meeting at work today and I started feeling sad. I was sad the rest of the day. I'm still sad. It's a painful kind of sadness.

will19 · May 26, 2020 at 10:54 PM

An OK kind of day, being back to work after having three days off. It's been a while since I had it. In the afternoon I had some minor abdominal cramps. The cramps seem to be gone now. I worry about it.

Worked out after work and that's about it.

Rivergal · May 26, 2020 at 11:39 PM

Made an appointment with my PCP after being away from treatment for too long. Made the mistake of putting others’ needs before my health. Feeling ashamed and useless today, but am hopeful about my appointment Thursday.

puzzclar · May 27, 2020 at 05:02 AM

I woke up early by a few hours. I'm to anxious. Later today I hope to be inpaitent. And also know what is going on with my foot. And I'm up. Trying to distract myself from negative things. I hate this

downandlonely · May 27, 2020 at 05:29 AM

Feeling ok today.

Yzen · May 27, 2020 at 08:42 AM

I've tried to reach out to a few people from my past for a tiny bit of support and felt rejected (like I was bothering them). I have a teletherapy session coming up with my new online T. I doubt it will be too helpful though it might help me to talk things out.

I hope you all are doing ok.

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MissUdy Member Member Since Mar 2020 Location: Wales Posts: 197 4 269 hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 12:13 PM #61 Im not locked in or anything, he just didn’t want me to drive anywhere the way I was. Thanks though.

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 02:22 PM #63 Doing ok.

Buffy01 Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: USA Posts: 9,526 (SuperPoster!) 6 9,709 hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 02:45 PM #64 I been feeling really down and depressed today.

puzzclar Elder Member Since Jan 2010 Location: Where? US Posts: 5,621 14 101 hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 02:49 PM #65 I'm down because of how crappy I feel physically. I'm scared to call in for the daily check in with t. I am scared because I don't want to go into the hospital. I'm trying to change my thoughts. And being scared and anxious doesn't help.

Sunflower123 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jan 2015 Location: USA Posts: 26,543 (SuperPoster!) 9 95k hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 04:56 PM #66 I’ve had depression for two days now. It’s painful and I hope it goes away soon. Hugs to all.

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 525 4 5,849 hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 04:57 PM #67 I've taken to blogging on my website, in the hope that it will draw more traffic to my website, and thus sales of my books. We'll see. I called in sick to work today, and I'm using the day to work on my current book instead.

Buffy01 Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: USA Posts: 9,526 (SuperPoster!) 6 9,709 hugs given	May 25, 2020 at 06:54 PM #68 I feel really down and hurt today. People at home had really hurt my feelings today.

Yzen Magnate Member Since Apr 2016 Location: North America Posts: 2,168 7 4,766 hugs given	May 26, 2020 at 07:39 AM #71 I don't know why I don't feel I belong anywhere. Not work, family, community...

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	May 26, 2020 at 09:32 AM #72 I'm the same way, @Yzen. Could it be a form of dissociation?

Mountaindewed Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 36,180 (SuperPoster!) 7 8,761 hugs given	May 26, 2020 at 02:07 PM #74 I’m a bit down in the dumps right now. Most of the day was fine. __________________ Ridin' with Biden

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 525 4 5,849 hugs given	May 26, 2020 at 10:14 PM #75 I was in the middle of a meeting at work today and I started feeling sad. I was sad the rest of the day. I'm still sad. It's a painful kind of sadness.

will19 Grand Magnate Member Since Oct 2012 Posts: 3,619 11 1,102 hugs given	May 26, 2020 at 10:54 PM #76 An OK kind of day, being back to work after having three days off. It's been a while since I had it. In the afternoon I had some minor abdominal cramps. The cramps seem to be gone now. I worry about it. Worked out after work and that's about it.

Rivergal Junior Member Member Since Feb 2018 Location: Boise, ID Posts: 10 6 15 hugs given	May 26, 2020 at 11:39 PM #77 Made an appointment with my PCP after being away from treatment for too long. Made the mistake of putting others’ needs before my health. Feeling ashamed and useless today, but am hopeful about my appointment Thursday.

puzzclar Elder Member Since Jan 2010 Location: Where? US Posts: 5,621 14 101 hugs given	May 27, 2020 at 05:02 AM #78 I woke up early by a few hours. I'm to anxious. Later today I hope to be inpaitent. And also know what is going on with my foot. And I'm up. Trying to distract myself from negative things. I hate this

downandlonely Legendary Member Since Mar 2018 Location: United States Posts: 10,760 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.6k hugs given	May 27, 2020 at 05:29 AM #79 Feeling ok today.

Yzen Magnate Member Since Apr 2016 Location: North America Posts: 2,168 7 4,766 hugs given	May 27, 2020 at 08:42 AM #80 I've tried to reach out to a few people from my past for a tiny bit of support and felt rejected (like I was bothering them). I have a teletherapy session coming up with my new online T. I doubt it will be too helpful though it might help me to talk things out. I hope you all are doing ok.