[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

An alright kind of day today. Did the laundry in the early morning. Talked to my sister around 10:30 and then went for a bike ride in the afternoon. Nothing too special to report about happening to me today.

I'm glad that you had an alright day. I wish that I had been that lucky.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

I'm making good progress on my current project. I'm working at a steady pace, and will be ready to release this book no later than the end of June. However, I'm experiencing a lot of pain at regular intervals, which results in periods where it's hard to function generally. I don't know what to do about any of it.

I'm sorry that you are in so much pain right now.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Symbolic

I've been in a positive mind space for a few weeks. I'm actually starting to truly believe that my life is turning in the right direction and am finding my drive and ambition returning. I have no idea where this sudden change came from, but I'm running with it and seeing where it takes me.

I wish that I had been that lucky. I rarely feel good.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by will19

I have been feeling pretty good today. Although it was very slow at work today. Worked out after work. Nothing much else.

I wish that I had been that lucky. I rarely feel good.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling depressed down today because I feel depressed all the time.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by puzzclar

I received communication from extended family who lives closer. My Grandma is struggling to make the decision to live or die. She doesn't want to be blind and she has heart, kidney and fluid issues. I want to see her one more time but due to this dumb virus, I'm worried. It's starting to affect my mood more, on top of everything else. I'm swamped, I don't know what I want in life and feeling only semi-safe. I"m scared for a lot of reasons and I feel like I need more time with T to digest it all. Will Thursday come faster, PLEASE! Thursday is when I see my T.

I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother. Everyone is worried about this virus.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by 3rd rock

Unfair treatment at work makes me angry and sad.

Everyone feels angry and sad when they are treated badly

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by giddykitty

Feeling very depressed lately. I just read something about laundry on here and usually I like laundry, but today I don't even want to do it. I don't want to do anything anymore! :/

I understand. I been feeling really depressed myself. You are not alone.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by G lady

I'm hopefully optimistic that I'm moving in a better direction now. Went to the Dr yesterday and she upped my med dosage, and talking to her helped, too. Feeling better today, even got in a run. Have not been able to in the last week or so due to symptoms and nasty headaches.

I wish that I could feel optimistic.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Buffy01

I wish that I could feel optimistic.

I can relate Buffy. Hugs.

[Breaking Dawn]

A combination of feelings.

[Buffy01]

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Originally Posted by puzzclar

It's 13 ish minutes before my appointment with T. I am anxious. I sent him an email and I hope it's received well and doesn't land me in the hospital. I'm scared. I don't want to have to post pone an upper endoscopy that's tomorrow!!

I want to scream!!

I'm sorry that you are struggling right now!

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed again. Everyone had things to do and I was left out of.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by Yzen

I was supposed to get a call today from a therapist that has been giving me support through the rough time I've had these past two weeks. We had set a time. She didn't call or email me. I know she got busy, but it makes me feel 'not important' and depressed. I emailed her and she apologized and we are going to talk on Monday. I could have used the support today.

I'm sorry that you had to experience that

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by puzzclar

I don't feel good. My upper endoscopy is in8-9 hours and my anxiety is high. And it's 2:30 am... I'm scared it will confirm that I'm making things up, I'm not but that's how I feel. I'm also scared of them finding cancer. It's just a big unknown and I'm freaking out.

i'm sorry that your anxiety is high. Everyone feels uncomfortable with the unknown.

[Breaking Dawn]

This morning I thought I had a new problem, but I can now smile.

[will19]

Very busy today as usual for me on a Saturday. So far it's been a "feel good" kind of day. This morning, when I was at the laundry part of my place, a guy told me that he can act very irrational and he regrets it. He says it's because he's in so much pain with his back and legs. So that was nice to hear. Because one time a year ago I joined him in the Jacuzzi and he had a fit. It left me with my mouth opened. Since that happened a year ago, I had not felt comfortable seeing him.

Other than that, I'm feeling OK, but having some feelings of dread for next month. I have some minor events coming up that I'm dreading. Next Tuesday at work I'm supposed to have some kind of special software downloaded. I did it, but it doesn't make sense to me. So we'll see by next Tuesday. Also there are some doctor appointments (they should have happened a couple of months ago) and a decision on my banking to make.

[88Butterfly88]

I feel pretty depressed this morning.

[Rose76]

My dear love passed away this morning in my arms. I already miss him so terribly. I think I will find a way to be alright . . . but it will be hard for a while.

[3rd rock]

Originally Posted by Rose76

My dear love passed away this morning in my arms. I already miss him so terribly. I think I will find a way to be alright . . . but it will be hard for a while.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you will be okay. I hope you have support to get through this hard time.