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Dear @Rose76, we all know how much you loved him & always will. This is very sad. I hope you can find a way to put a peaceful feeling in your heart. You did such a wonderful job caring for him. I'm sure he felt very loved by you. And he wouldn't want you to be hurting. I think it's all right to feel like he's still there, in a different way. I wish I could give you a real hug.
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@Rose76: So sorry to hear of your sad news.
 
 
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Default May 31, 2020 at 07:03 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you will be okay. I hope you have support to get through this hard time.
I'm far from family. But I will travel and be with them soon. I am cared about, for which I am grateful. Thank you for your post. I believe I will manage.
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Dear @Rose76, we all know how much you loved him & always will. This is very sad. I hope you can find a way to put a peaceful feeling in your heart. You did such a wonderful job caring for him. I'm sure he felt very loved by you. And he wouldn't want you to be hurting. I think it's all right to feel like he's still there, in a different way. I wish I could give you a real hug.
Thank you. You are right about how he would want me to feel. I am glad to have been loved. I just have to get through the grieving. I know that acute grief doesn't have to last forever. People go on. I will too. I'm so tired and in need of sleep.
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My dear love passed away this morning in my arms. I already miss him so terribly. I think I will find a way to be alright . . . but it will be hard for a while.
I’m so sorry for your loss. You did an outstanding job caring for him. My condolences.
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@Rose76: So sorry to hear of your sad news.
Thank you. I'm very sad now. But I'm grateful that I had someone to love and be loved by.

This was hardly unexpected. Yet, I feel like I needed to have him a bit longer. So I feel like I wasn't quite ready to let go of him.
Maybe I never would have been.
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My dear love passed away this morning in my arms. I already miss him so terribly. I think I will find a way to be alright . . . but it will be hard for a while.
So sorry for your loss Rose76. May he rest in peace.
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I've been in a really dark place lately. last couple of weeks. My days are blurring together. I don't really have the support from the sig. Othr.
I just wait for it to be close enough for bed time and I'm gone. I don't feel joy. I don't have the energy to do anything. I feel so numb.
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Thank you. I'm very sad now. But I'm grateful that I had someone to love and be loved by.

This was hardly unexpected. Yet, I feel like I needed to have him a bit longer. So I feel like I wasn't quite ready to let go of him.
Maybe I never would have been.
Sorry for your loss Rose76.
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Dear @Rose76, we all know how much you loved him & always will. This is very sad. I hope you can find a way to put a peaceful feeling in your heart. You did such a wonderful job caring for him. I'm sure he felt very loved by you. And he wouldn't want you to be hurting. I think it's all right to feel like he's still there, in a different way. I wish I could give you a real hug.
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Sorry for your loss Rose76.
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An interesting day, to say the least... rioting and looting just a couple miles away, with gangs breaking into upscale stores at the downtown mall, smashing windows and leaving behind obscene graffiti. National Guard troops just arrived to (try to) keep the peace. While I knew there are protests nationwide, I didn't quite expect them to hit so close to home and be so violent.
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So sorry for your loss Rose76. May he rest in peace.
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I’m so sorry for your loss. You did an outstanding job caring for him. My condolences.
Thank you. I hope I made him feel loved. He was my everything.
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Is a utterly worthless down day.

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Today went just like I had predicted. Today was the day that the new software at work took effect. Just like what I thought it would happen, the new software didn't work for me. So my computer was down from 10:15 and on. So I still have to get someone to help me tomorrow. This one guy I know offered to help, but he was too busy. I called a help-line and couldn't get anyone. Well the good news is that I'm not the only one who had that problem. It's nerve wracking not having the computer to work.
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Thank you. I hope he knows only peace now. I hope I find peace.
Have faith.
I am sure you will.
Take care.
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I feel so hopeless. I have no way of making my life any better. Physically it's possible but the sadness in me that makes it impossible to do things limits me. I'm going to die someday.
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Depressed. I got another rejection again. I'm too depressed to start again. Feel like losing hopes.
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I feel good. I am making changes to life, I know it won't be easy, but oh so worth the effort. I'm reminding myself of all the people I will help when I'm healthy!

I may get to the point where grad school is a reality. I put it on hold for three months, and I do want to get back to it, it's important for me to go back. Although I need to be healthy to go back.

I have the life experience, why not put those 15 years to good use!!
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