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Default Jul 01, 2020 at 04:53 AM
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I hate today.

for some reason, it feels like new year's eve (even though it's only july)

guess I am too focussed on what little I have done over the past few months- like every year around new year's eve, I'm feeling bad about they ear just gone

half the year gone and I've nothing to show for it. it's just not getting better...
 
 
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Dear @raging vortex, a lot of us are feeling just like you do. We gotta keep trying though. And remember we are in this together & we care about you. Take care!, ok?
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Default Jul 01, 2020 at 02:55 PM
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I hate today.


for some reason, it feels like new year's eve (even though it's only july)


guess I am too focussed on what little I have done over the past few months- like every year around new year's eve, I'm feeling bad about they ear just gone


half the year gone and I've nothing to show for it. it's just not getting better...
Seeing that today is like new years helps a little. For me, I see lots of negative things. And I see the lack of motivation to do anything. But that lack of motivation is getting in the way. I'm choosing to start small with a few goals. What will you choose?
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Default Jul 01, 2020 at 08:52 PM
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i get discharged tomorrow.
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Default Jul 02, 2020 at 08:28 AM
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for the most part, wondering what I am doing with myself

if I could sleep (I can't), I'd just sleep

just not doing anything, so I've no reason to be awake
 
 
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Default Jul 02, 2020 at 10:50 PM
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Today felt like a Friday. Well, it kind of is as I will off work tomorrow and the weekend. I felt OK but thoughts seem to come in to my mind about how people have not treated me well.
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got discharged. home now. felt good all day.
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Default Jul 03, 2020 at 10:44 AM
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I had an okay morning, started the day in very little pain so showered, painted my nails, did my hair, (self-care activities), but then even though I did all that, it then dawned on me that I had no reason too, and the pain level started to creep back up from the shower, and I just felt bad (still not has bad as yesterday, yesterday it was so bad I was even unable to eat!)

then someone emailed me if I had any weekend plans and I'm like, nope. just sat here

so basically wasted my day, though the shower was needed lol
 
 
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God bless you @Rose76 & @raging vortex!
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I had the day off today. But this morning when I was out and about, I saw the US Mail trucks delivering; and I thought I may have mistaken today for a holiday. This morning I had my car serviced and a smog check. Nothing much else after that.
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I been feeling really depressed again.
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I'm glad that Friday is over. This morning seemed to be weird as there were some confusion as to where and when to wear a mask at work. At where I work they just started to have guidelines about mask wearing. Also, I had kept the masks in a cabinet in the room I work in and it's with some reams of paper. The maintenance man had come in the room before I got there to get some masks. He noticed that some mice had gotten into the cabinet. They had chewed up some paper. I didn't notice that when I had put the masks in a couple of weeks ago.

It seems pretty noisy tonight at my place. I think there's one guy who is talking on a cell phone. He's pretty loud and I don't like him that much.
I'm sorry about your mask.
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Default Jul 04, 2020 at 06:33 AM
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I am finally going to make that birthday card today

I have said I'll do it this evening. I have all the stuff in the house so no excuse

I think she'll love it, especially when she realises that it's all me, their's no standard messages or anything like that, all my idea.

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Just a few moments ago I fulfilled another goal! I have many more ahead of me. Onward & upward!
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Got up a little bit earlier this morning. I went to the store where I normally shop at and it was closed. I felt like an idiot when I got there. So I went to another store just to pick up a few things that I need for tonight. I feel like I've had to pay extra money to get what I need just for today because of my store being closed.

Very busy with cleaning and laundry. All of the work is all over now and nothing much else for the rest of the day. I have to go shopping tomorrow morning. I had initially planned to do nothing for tomorrow morning, but forget it now! I'll have to get up early tomorrow morning to beat the crowds. I didn't want to get up early tomorrow morning for anything but now I have to. Damn it!
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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 05:06 AM
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doing nothing today apart from watching tv.

boring, boring, boring, boring
 
 
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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 09:47 AM
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Well, I'm like the little engine going up the hill, I think I can, I think I can....
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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 11:05 AM
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I got up early to go shopping this morning. It was nice that there were no lines to get in and the store was very well stocked. The workers at that store told me that it was the first time they have ever closed on the 4th.

As of now, it's early, so not much to do. I plan on a longer bike ride after lunch. It's pretty hot outside now.
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I am finally going to make that birthday card today

I have said I'll do it this evening. I have all the stuff in the house so no excuse

I think she'll love it, especially when she realises that it's all me, their's no standard messages or anything like that, all my idea.

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That sound awesome.
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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 06:56 PM
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Everything feel horrible today. I been feeling really down.
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