[Breaking Dawn]

For the most part, everything is going along pretty good.

[Nitrous]

Started taking a stimulant for weight loss, and my mood has been amazing. I feel so good. Not manic, just happy.

I can't begin tto explain how depressed I feel.

I sat on a chair and I ate snacks today

certainly not a lot to be proud of

[Deilla]

I cried a lot today. I am just too sensitive some times. I saw a video on TikTok that triggered me. I think I cried for 10 minutes. I was so upset that my cat started crying. I'm doing better now.

[will19]

Another weird Monday and it never fails! I've got to find a bookie for myself to lay down bets that it's going to be a weird Monday. I'd end up winning all of the time and be rich. Lots of little weird things happened to make me feel bad - one after another.

Well it least it was fairly busy at work, so that was alright. Nice that the day is over.

[zapatoes]

Yes I’m very glad Monday is over, it can be difficult to adjust back to work after the weekend off.

[Yzen]

I had to face an unpleasant task yesterday and glad it is done but it still feels like it is 'with' me.

ditto yesterday

but I figured it was coming. nothing was ever planned or talked about re: today

[Rose76]

I am so content doing nothing. I just read and watch TV. I've got to find a reason to want to do something.

[Breaking Dawn]

I had dreaded so much the idea of shopping at the market yesterday, but I made myself do it. It seems like such a little thing & like I'm making it bigger than it is, but I have actually had moments where I felt victorious about it, I mean having it behind me, getting it done in spite of my nervousness about it.

[Buffy01]

I been feeling really depressed again. I been fighting it.

[Deilla]

I had an Okay day. I feel better now but earlier I was really depressed. I slept most of the day. Sleeping is just about the only thing that feels good.

[will19]

Today was a pretty good day even though there were a little bit of craziness in it. Fairly busy at work today, which was nice. Took a bike ride after work.

[childofchaos831]

started iop today, was nervous about saying in group that sui thoughts and self harm are our main target areas as well as ED and agoraphobia. terrified to say it really. cuz we just got out of IP recently. really don't want to go back. couldn't even say, i'll be safe, had to just say, i'll be here in the morning. couldn't use the word safe.

Planned one thing. Then plans changed, complicated themselves and didn’t pan out like I had hoped they could. Glad the weather warmed up again but I am am disappointed in end of summer plans falling through. Hoped spring plans would be better but so far, not looking too good.

[3rd rock]

I really don't care about anything anymore. I don't care about working or not working, or anything like that. If I don't find a new job then eventually I'll be unable to pay rent and buy food, or else return to my current job, but I don't care if that happens. I don't care about any problems.

[jrae]

just one of those terrible days..... when it seems like all you are is a burden to those around you -> physical, financial, emotional, whatever...... the kind that hurts so deep, it brings you to tears

[Deilla]

I'm worried about my cat this morning. But I gave her some medicine. I hope it starts working soon. I am fine just stressed about her.

[Breaking Dawn]

I have been considering making some changes in the way I view things in my life. And I changed my routine a little bit this morning, just to see how it felt to do things differently.

I am feeling annoyed by a compliment made to me today (I just can't accept compliments)

someone said to me " you don't look like the type of person who would give up", after I told them how much I enjoy linken park's music.

oh if only you knew the half of it... I have been their, I am still their, and I am that type of person.

I just don't see it I guess. I can't see the good in me (if their's any.)

nothing else planned today. I'm litirally only awake because guess what?. I hurt too much to sleep.