Daily check in thread:Ups and Downs #28

will19 · Oct 21, 2020 at 10:59 PM

Another pretty bad day, even though it was a little bit more busy at work. I threw my back out at work early this morning and the pain is very severe. As of now it's feeling better but that pain is still there. I hope I can sleep tonight. It's been like "hell week" this week so far. I guess thank goodness I'm off from work next week.

Deilla · Oct 22, 2020 at 06:02 AM

I feel exhausted and overwhelmed. I just don't have any energy or the mental functioning needed to do anything. I will just vegetate all day.

Mountaindewed · Oct 22, 2020 at 05:26 PM

I’ve hit rock bottom. And my therapist is unavailable all weekend and my mom is going out of town.

codyrobi613 · Oct 22, 2020 at 08:51 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mountaindewed

I’ve hit rock bottom. And my therapist is unavailable all weekend and my mom is going out of town.

How you holding up?

Oct 22, 2020 at 08:55 PM

I don't have a job anymore. I'm caregiving. I'm tired and down. Up is I see a friend next week. The weather is nice. I'm in a study group. Learning new things, but I still feel empty.
I read a sign today

Remember you are unique

Just like everyone else. :-)

will19 · Oct 22, 2020 at 10:53 PM

My back feels much better today, thank goodness! But it still feels stiff and sore. I've noticed that my legs feel sore; similar to what it feels like when I have done some extensive running. I guess it's because there are some muscles that I've been using to compensate walking with a hurt back. Last night, in the middle of the night, my right leg felt achy. It feels better now.

Nothing much else to report about. Feeling OK, except for feeling like crap emotionally at times because of the soreness. I took a bike ride today and that helped. Plus being fortunate to spend some time in a Jacuzzi which that helped also.

Deilla · Oct 23, 2020 at 03:14 AM

I'm doing Okay. I have another medical appointment today. That makes 3 days in a row. I just want sleep.

Mountaindewed · Oct 23, 2020 at 03:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by codyrobi613

How you holding up?

I feel kinda the same. I’m going to try to avoid every kind of caffeine today to see if that helps. I had a lot yesterday which I think was part of my issue.

T4bbyCat · Oct 23, 2020 at 05:12 AM

Moving in a few days and still don't see the finish line. Just a massive pain to sort out and pack everything.

Yzen · Oct 23, 2020 at 01:55 PM

Feel so terrible today...I wonder if I will ever feel good again. I know I shouldn't let this bad day get to me.

Fuzzybear · Oct 23, 2020 at 06:51 PM

Hugs and compassion to all

WastingAsparagus · Oct 23, 2020 at 09:14 PM

Kind of depressed tonight. Don't know why. Just am.

3rd rock · Oct 23, 2020 at 11:50 PM

Got a new job, to start in November. I'm very apprehensive about it. I'm making a big mistake. My life has no hope. I don't want to do any 'real' job. I want to write. But it's impossible.

Deilla · Oct 24, 2020 at 04:19 AM

I feel Okay today.

Breaking Dawn · Oct 24, 2020 at 05:06 AM

I'm ok right now.

Mountaindewed · Oct 24, 2020 at 04:11 PM

I’ve been pretty depressed all day and also super exhausted physically and I’m thinking of just going to bed. The cat is honking (yes one of them honks instead of meows) for his dinner. So I need to go feed them first.

will19 · Oct 24, 2020 at 07:12 PM

Typical Saturday today for me. I felt like I was bumping into wrong people and wrong situations throughout the day. It's weird how I seem to time things just right that can get me into "black holes" but I can't time things right that can make my life better. Oh well!

Feeling a bit blue now because it seems like the excitement of the day is over with. I'll just watch a movie tonight and that's it. Oh well!

jmariah001 · Oct 25, 2020 at 01:04 AM

Feeling depressed and lonely tonight. I was tested for Covid on Thursday. I won't know the results until Monday or Tuesday. So I've been quarantined. This loneliness sucks bad. My husband is here with me but I still feel alone. He has still been cleared to work. So he has been going to work and I have been left alone. Just feeling hopeless. I hate this so much.

Deilla · Oct 25, 2020 at 01:31 AM

I feel pretty good today.

Oct 25, 2020 at 11:36 AM

I am still feeling quite bitter and quite angry that professionals don't seem to want to help me anymore or can't get their facts straight. it's embarrassing to me too and ruining my life

that aside, I suppose today's been quite relaxing- bit of tv, bit of music, bit of chocolate, and probably more importantly no sui thoughts.
so yeah. one of the better days..

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will19 Grand Magnate Member Since Oct 2012 Posts: 3,619 11 1,105 hugs given	Oct 21, 2020 at 10:59 PM #761 Another pretty bad day, even though it was a little bit more busy at work. I threw my back out at work early this morning and the pain is very severe. As of now it's feeling better but that pain is still there. I hope I can sleep tonight. It's been like "hell week" this week so far. I guess thank goodness I'm off from work next week.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Oct 22, 2020 at 06:02 AM #762 I feel exhausted and overwhelmed. I just don't have any energy or the mental functioning needed to do anything. I will just vegetate all day. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Mountaindewed Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 36,199 (SuperPoster!) 7 8,765 hugs given	Oct 22, 2020 at 05:26 PM #763 I’ve hit rock bottom. And my therapist is unavailable all weekend and my mom is going out of town. __________________ Ridin' with Biden

Anonymous445852 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 22, 2020 at 08:55 PM #765 I don't have a job anymore. I'm caregiving. I'm tired and down. Up is I see a friend next week. The weather is nice. I'm in a study group. Learning new things, but I still feel empty. I read a sign today Remember you are unique Just like everyone else. :-)

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Oct 23, 2020 at 03:14 AM #767 I'm doing Okay. I have another medical appointment today. That makes 3 days in a row. I just want sleep. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

T4bbyCat Member Member Since Oct 2018 Location: US Posts: 232 5 3,936 hugs given	Oct 23, 2020 at 05:12 AM #769 Moving in a few days and still don't see the finish line. Just a massive pain to sort out and pack everything.

Yzen Magnate Member Since Apr 2016 Location: North America Posts: 2,168 7 4,766 hugs given	Oct 23, 2020 at 01:55 PM #770 Feel so terrible today...I wonder if I will ever feel good again. I know I shouldn't let this bad day get to me.

Fuzzybear Wisest Elder Ever Member Since Nov 2002 Location: Cave. Posts: 96,331 (SuperPoster!) 21 81.2k hugs given	Oct 23, 2020 at 06:51 PM #771 Hugs and compassion to all __________________

WastingAsparagus Student of Life Member Since Mar 2014 Location: South America Posts: 4,658 10 2,911 hugs given	Oct 23, 2020 at 09:14 PM #772 Kind of depressed tonight. Don't know why. Just am. __________________ "Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it!”

3rd rock Veteran Member Member Since May 2019 Location: Canada Posts: 526 4 5,851 hugs given	Oct 23, 2020 at 11:50 PM #773 Got a new job, to start in November. I'm very apprehensive about it. I'm making a big mistake. My life has no hope. I don't want to do any 'real' job. I want to write. But it's impossible.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Oct 24, 2020 at 04:19 AM #774 I feel Okay today. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Breaking Dawn Legendary Member Since Sep 2019 Location: USA Posts: 16,689 (SuperPoster!) 4 42.2k hugs given	Oct 24, 2020 at 05:06 AM #775 I'm ok right now.

Mountaindewed Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2016 Location: Where the sidewalk ends Posts: 36,199 (SuperPoster!) 7 8,765 hugs given	Oct 24, 2020 at 04:11 PM #776 I’ve been pretty depressed all day and also super exhausted physically and I’m thinking of just going to bed. The cat is honking (yes one of them honks instead of meows) for his dinner. So I need to go feed them first. __________________ Ridin' with Biden

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Oct 25, 2020 at 01:31 AM #779 I feel pretty good today. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Oct 25, 2020 at 11:36 AM #780 I am still feeling quite bitter and quite angry that professionals don't seem to want to help me anymore or can't get their facts straight. it's embarrassing to me too and ruining my life that aside, I suppose today's been quite relaxing- bit of tv, bit of music, bit of chocolate, and probably more importantly no sui thoughts. so yeah. one of the better days..