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Default Aug 16, 2020 at 06:58 AM
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today i am on the AS IS BUS....i was a problem child....
my 4th grade teacher loved me....she turned me around...
now i see ....that i have good and bad...
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Default Aug 16, 2020 at 01:51 PM
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i was a problem child
I ask myself, "Was the child the problem, or was the entire family, at that time and that place in those circumstances, the problem?"
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my 4th grade teacher loved me
I am most grateful you had that teacher in your life.

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thanks again rohag...i was hyperactive...at that time there were no drugs...
but part of it was due to my parents...and i was a handful...both ....mixed bag
but my mental illness started with a broken heart at age 19...
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today i am on the AS IS BUS....i was a problem child....
my 4th grade teacher loved me....she turned me around...
now i see ....that i have good and bad...
The very little Little Turtle being a problem???
Maybe he did not receive the wisdom of being correctly parented.

The 4th grade teacher could see inside and bring out your lost potential.

I don't believe you are bad, you just have a scar on the inside.
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hey on the bus...i am only telling my story...everybody has a different story...
none are right or wrong...just different
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hey on the bus...i am only telling my story...everybody has a different story...
none are right or wrong...just different
Very true.

You are wonderful and unique.

Little Turtle you are not bad, you try so hard to manage your health.
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i never thought i was bad....and i didn't trust my parents...
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i threw my DSM in the garbage can
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i am reading the book FULL CATASTROPHE LIVING this morning...
it is helping me to accept what is true about me...
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i have a lot to learn from you...please teach me as direct as you can...
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i just found out something important...
i am reading that jon kabat-zinn book...
the goal of meditation-----it has no goal other than FOR YOU TO BE YOURSELF
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It feels like it is not enough to be me...

Others have no respect for that true self...

Me, needs to get stronger, reject those who disrespect me and find some real respect for myself...
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It feels like it is not enough to be me...

Others have no respect for that true self...

Me, needs to get stronger, reject those who disrespect me and find some real respect for myself...
that may not be helpful for you...we are all different on the bus...
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that may not be helpful for you...we are all different on the bus...
It works for some. (for me)

I find it hard to call people out who disrespect my boundaries.

It is not easy to learn new skills when I have been triggered. I am trying to learn....
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I find it hard to call people out who disrespect my boundaries.
Me too.

My default response is social withdrawal.

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Thank you for acknowledging my existence, to my friends on the bus

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It works for some. (for me)

I find it hard to call people out who disrespect my boundaries.

It is not easy to learn new skills when I have been triggered. I am trying to learn....
I find this hard too. There are so many A holes in this world. I do NOT like them. GRRRRRRR

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Me too.

My default response is social withdrawal.
that was my default from age 1 year or before..

nasty ****ed up little me

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Sending hugs, respect and much love to you and all on the bus dear Fuzzybear
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i want to be with others who are kind and caring and respectful...

so i started thinking....i am with me all the time...i want to be kind/caring/respectful with me...
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