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#201
it's kind of late and I am feeling very angry. Furious. but i am not sure why. it's all a pile of ****. i think it has gone to ****.
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#202
we are feeling gross and disgusting after our shower today.
and blah because well..... we just are time of year, I guess despite it being colder for this time of year, their's no escaping that we are in spring/ summer time and that's the worst time for our psymptoms |
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#203
I am feeling very isolated this Easter. I don't want to go out or see anyone. I want the world to go away.
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#204
I haven't felt detached since my depression lifted in February. My depression was the culprit.
__________________ I know why you wanna hate me! Cause hate is all the world has seen lately! - Limp Bizkit |
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#206
I am feeling this now. My kids are away with their dad's family for Easter and I am falling apart. I need the structure of work and parenting to hold myself together. Without the glue I disintegrate even more.
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Claritytoo
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#209
So I am realizing I am depressed. At least someone is depressed. My son may be homeless in a few months and I am constantly thinking about this. I think I will tell my t that I am depressed. I don't want to fall back into obsessing about my son. It's not good for me. I can't change stuff. It will happen as it will happen. My son is the one who needs to work through these changes in his life. But here I am writing about not obsessing and yet. I will mention it to my t if we remember.
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#210
Lesson for today:
When something smells like a steaming pile of $#it that's usually exactly what it is. |
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#211
I am full of escapism this Easter weekend, I am trying to flee myself without leaving my home. I am full of --------- something.
So Much Pain. |
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#212
__________________ "What is denied, cannot be healed." - Brennan Manning "Hope knows that if great trials are avoided, great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted." - Brennan Manning |
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#213
today one of my friends (for april fools day) pretended she was sad and upset
it was really convincing too- she said that her favorite music group had split up and she wanted them back together but I wasn't amused. going out my way to help her feel better about it, and I realise that actually she wasn't upset at all? it was all a joke!, and I can't help being angry at her- especially now I find out that the group she claimed had split up are actually still together. later I am doing an easter egg hunt. honestly I don't want to do it, but if I want to sit back and eat chocolate (and watch agatha christie on TV), I'm going to have to mood is very low too sun really makes it so much worse |
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#216
Easter? It doesn’t feel like it.
We have a small job to do so in a little while, gotta wear our ugly maroon and navy blue work uniform (puke) all day waiting on a call. But, Monday morning at 7:00 it’s over with....thank God. I hope everybody has a more fun day. |
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I let my son temporarily move back in, but he’s in much different situation then yours. We kicked him out the door to experience life as a grown up and because he kept triggering our worst alters (Rage, Angry One). Think our system went crazy, but it was him who triggered it. I feel bad, since he has a parent that is mentally ill. But he tends to forget and hold me totally responsible for the things said and done that I don’t remember. |
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Claritytoo
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#218
I am having difficulty in my mind. It's like a junk draw. Everything is in there but it's all out of order. Its very hard to focus on any one thing. I get almost nothing done. That is how it feels. Right now i am sitting and trying to think of what i want going foward in my life. I used to have a direction. Now I have no idea. Sometimes I want to drive away and keep driving until I find my life. Some times I want to buy a home and stay put. I want to be productive but I can't deal with people. Most of what they talk about don't interest me. They make me feel confused and that causes feelings of anxiety and fear. I wish I could just be. I am most time in my head either in the past or the future. I am exhausted
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#219
I hope everyone has some fun today, or at least some tolerable moments
I remember Alicia’s name too btw __________________ |
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#220
just back from the easter egg hunt.
a little depressed about it all... only got 3 small bags of golden egs out of it (no big egs at all) shouldn't really be down about it, I know, it is, after all, a children's hunt but still if I'd wanted ****ing small egs in a bag (which, may I add, arn't really properly egg shaped, I'd have asked for them) time to drown my sorrows in a roast dinner.. |
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