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Magnate
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#421
I am so tired and raw. Trauma is so devastating. I feel devastated. I am devastated.
"I" was devastated. A child. She was. |
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#422
I feel okay.
just feel a little gross from my shower today always makes me feel gross because of my body issues |
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#423
Don’t I know it. I desperately want and try to start an exercise program, the only problem is that I’m never around much to do them let alone getting the other guys doing it. Then when I’m back out, I’ve forgotten because our memory sucks and I’ve got other concerns till I pull up my shirt or look into a mirror again.
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#424
We’re going to work today, I’m hoping that it doesn’t wear this body out...but it is a good wear out, because it means we made money and got to help out a bunch of families and persons in need.
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#425
I’ve decided that I suck at being mentally ill. Bipolar but not quite, DID but not quite, smart but not quite, not normal but not quite...
Stuck somewhere in nowhere but yet not quite there. |
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#426
Sssshhhhhhh!
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#427
I have had another wasted weekend
the sad thing is, I'm not sure I'm that bothered.. it's been really hot outside, sure, and people have been doing their own thing- but hey.. I don't have anyone to do anything with, or anywhere I particularly want to go if I did, so so sunday's here and I've accomplished **** all so what I've eaten (and cooked my own meals), not harmed myself and made an effert to shower friday- so I guess I've been taking care of myself only thing I've not been doing is sleeping but what's sleep anyway? |
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#428
Our on call shift is about over, one more night. Getting ready for tomorrow.
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
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#429
I am sick of being sick, I know most of it is trauma related, I have been throwing up daily for several weeks now. Trying to decide if I can afford to see the Dr to see if there is anything she can do to help, not sure she can so don't want to waste the dollars. I feel like throwing up all the time. Until I do throw up, then I feel better for about half an hour. Then I feel constantly sick until I throw up again.
Ugh. |
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#430
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I love nature...it’s so innocent of human’s vulgarness....I find peace in that not of this world, a higher plane of consciousness beyond self....but more eternal making my life small to the grand scheme of things....but not trivializing self, but connecting to the purity unmired by human selfishness. |
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#431
Ever get the feeling that you are over extending your visit?
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#433
meant to be seeing someone at 10 A.M today, but now it's 11 A.M and as usual they arn't ****ing here
I'm not playing these games with them, if they show up later I can tell them just where to go and I won't be letting them in people can't show up on ****ing time not my issue |
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#434
biggist annoyance
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#435
yesterday we watched a movie called geo storm
jesus ****ing christ what a waste of an hour or so mmoovie about this virus that was going to cause a massive storm unless this group of people stopped it too actiony for us we prefer drama |
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#436
and my chicken pie I ate yesterday was ****ing ****
and my computer is being a ****ing idiot because it won't load the site I sometimes go on to vent |
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#437
Just got up, drinking coffee, and happy that it’s Monday morning. Our week long job commitment is over and nothing awful really happened.
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#438
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#439
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