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Old 01-12-2019, 01:54 PM #821
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Having a bit of a day today. Started off with only 3 hours sleep, broken by nightmares. Woke up to a facebook video post from my birth family posted last, about a huge get together yesterday with my mother, my siblings, my two nephews from overseas who I have never met, all my cousins and their children, a gathering of about 30 people in all that happened only a two minute drive from my home... posted with a message from our birth mother - "so grateful to spend time with all my family". So many responses from the family members mentioned about how much they loved the day, how grateful they are for family. So many happy children playing in the video, so much laughter.

We weren't invited. We had no idea this was on. Our two kids - also her grandchildren -weren't invited. I won't tell them or let them see the video because it will crush them.

I just want to unfriend her because the hurt of this video on our birthday of all days - the day our "real" mother also rejected us and told us "this is your day to think about why your real mother didn't want you" - is too much to bear.


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Weíre just getting off a 2 week stretch at work and I feel very tired. Been feeling rather withdrawn for awhile now...we are more robotic then anything else, nobody wants to really front outside of the house.

The realization that we are perceived as a lying judgmental hypocrite kinda hurts the system. This isnít on purpose... just a difference of opinion or mindset of all those involved that comes across as inconsistent, contrary, and just plain bad....and there is nothing that we can do about it.

Frustration prevails.
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Just noticed that my FB name has been changed. I hope nobody notices.
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deffenetly more downs than ups lately

been surviving but it really isn't good enough

one of the recurring themes for me lately is abandonment- and I'm not just talking about childhood abandonment from my parents and friends, but also in the present- I can't help wonder sometimes.. am I good enough?

or am I that bad people just want to block me out for what ever reason.
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I often talk quietly to (???) while doing tasks, and the other day at work i realized the conversation had become far too animated to be taking place in the workplace. I promptly shut my mouth, but i don't know what happened after that until I'm home.

I wonder why i have no friends, although I'm not sure if I'd like to have any or not. 😟
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I have no and want of no friends. My mouth utters a lot of sayings that just happens...and a quick glance around to play it off because I is ever present and aware at once....
How does a person truly live this away?

No control of mind, body and thought yet aware?

I would try to say bye cruel world but there is always resistance and a stop.

I am helpless.
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Sorry to OP...off subject.
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I always feel like Iím watching life go by as a bystander.
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Got this nasty cold, too much mucus and miserable.

The other day the guys mercy killed a hurt possum at work and the littles almost cried out. I didnít think that we could do such a thing...but as they said, it had to be done.
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in a lot of chronic pain.

I showered today but that's my limit

rest of the day's just gonna be tv and trying to feel greatful I made it through another week.
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