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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Aug 02, 2018 at 12:48 PM
#481
Been disassociating a lot at PHP... having a really hard time right now...
__________________  Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2017
Location: Logan
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Aug 02, 2018 at 02:07 PM
#482
two deaths infamiliarly (sp) and several stars trying to understand what does this play in our childhood a story entitled a cat being killed in the 80's Just checking in.........A florid intangled in the forensics aspect of mind control must be fantubular....!!!
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: Underground
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Aug 03, 2018 at 12:37 AM
#483
We are struggling in therapy at the moment, the block seems unsurmountable. We are stuck in a circle of denial and have been shut off from our T for several weeks now. We can't speak because we are not real.
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Aug 03, 2018 at 04:46 AM
#484
nothing planned for today.
showered though so at least that is out the way |
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Grand Member
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: a place far away
Posts: 830
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Aug 03, 2018 at 08:43 AM
#485
Dentist appt. coming up. I've gotten very good at floating while at the dentist. H is going away for a job for two days. I feel like when he does, I'll go away too.
__________________ Once you are real, you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.... |
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Aug 04, 2018 at 03:41 AM
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dentist is one of my phobias I hope it all works out for you.. |
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Aug 04, 2018 at 03:41 AM
#487
more flashbacks yesterday.
and some crap food blah blah blah |
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Aug 04, 2018 at 07:10 AM
#488
Feelings of depressed, doom and gloom, anxiety, unsuredness, tiredness, stress.
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Aug 04, 2018 at 09:27 AM
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and I don't even remember posting this grr alters |
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Member Since Jul 2018
Location: a place far away
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Aug 04, 2018 at 03:03 PM
#490
Today is UGH!
__________________ Once you are real, you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always.... |
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Poohbah
Member Since Dec 2011
Location: Long Island NY
Posts: 1,272
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Aug 05, 2018 at 12:57 AM
#491
i am numb.
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Elder
Member Since Nov 2016
Location: Texas
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Aug 05, 2018 at 01:36 AM
#492
Pain = depressed and su = lots of dissociation to cope thru the weekend til PHP and abilify shot on Monday
__________________ Diagnoses: PTSD with Dissociative Symptoms, Borderline Personality Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain |
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Aug 05, 2018 at 05:47 AM
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spent the majority of the morning trying to get a portable fan detached from my hair
don't ask.. though I think I should probbaly cut it. lol |
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Aug 05, 2018 at 02:08 PM
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Aug 05, 2018 at 10:04 PM
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I just had a flash....
T.w. Sui . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .taking a ninja sword and hack...... |
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Aug 06, 2018 at 02:29 PM
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I went shopping today to buy groceries (yes, actually to the store)
was very stressfull, and ultimately my downfall- because their was a lot their to trigger me I came home and watched some programme on dogs, had dinner and then some flashbacks |
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Aug 06, 2018 at 02:30 PM
#497
I'm looking ahead to the autumn/ winter.
it is coming... yes, it is coming |
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Aug 07, 2018 at 01:36 AM
#498
looksl ike it's going to be another hot day
not even 8 A.M and the sun is streaming through my windows! last night... sleep didn't happen |
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Aug 2008
Location: Illinois, USA
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Aug 08, 2018 at 12:58 AM
#499
My angry two year old took over and stopped me from taking my ketamine and the suicidal part jumped in. She's been quiet for the last 6 months or so-since I started weekly ketamine. It was rather alarming to have the 2 yr old take over like that and then to be suicidal. Thank God for T1: he saw me after hours and talked to the suicidal one until the system could chill and regroup.
I think I am doing ok but then I am suddenly not. |
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Aug 08, 2018 at 07:18 AM
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was honestly looking forward to a cooler day (it said on the weather about cool conditions and rain), but as it turns out- today's still quite hot
maybe not as hot as yesterday, but it is still hot not really any news.. same old same old |
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