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Jan 20, 2019 at 11:23 PM
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I hate the contradictory, the personality changes, the reversal of opinions, the surprises, the physical manifestation of other selves, the opposing opinions, the inconsistenctsy, the hairless body, the basic values of morality, beliefs, is this worth living for?
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Jan 21, 2019 at 06:58 PM
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I'm sorry you are feeling such self-hatred.
 But I know the feeling. I hate everything about myself... period. (Actually I was thinking about this earlier today. I can't think of a single thing I like about myself.) No one who really knew me would want to have anything to do with me. Hell... I don't even want to have anything to do with myself. But I don't have a choice.  You questioned if it's worth living for. I guess I don't know.  In my case, it's not. But I've tried getting rid of myself a few different times & haven't succeeded (can't even get that right!)  Now I've just decided to wait & let nature take its course. Fortunately I'm old enough, at this point, I may not have all that long to wait (hopefully.)  In the meantime, I simply strive to accept things... just the way they are. At this late stage of my life, that's about all that is left me. 
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Jan 21, 2019 at 09:54 PM
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Hates a bad word. How about dislike, abhor, disgusted in...the choices are many.
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Jan 22, 2019 at 06:26 AM
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(((((((AlwaysChanging2)))))))
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Jan 22, 2019 at 09:41 AM
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You are NOT: Lazy, crazy, stupid, terrible, horrible, awful, evil, unworthy, worthless, unloveable, useless or insignificant.
You are human, You have flaws, You have gifts. __________________ "I carried a watermelon?" President of the no F's given society. |
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Jan 22, 2019 at 05:28 PM
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I feel that my dude...
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Jan 22, 2019 at 10:10 PM
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((((AC2))))
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Jan 23, 2019 at 03:25 PM
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Jan 24, 2019 at 02:26 AM
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Thanks everyone...we do have issues....we need to do inner group hugs if not often.
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