Computer alter?

A few weeks ago I had an early childhood memory flashback, which btw gave me a seizure. I heard a voice tell me they are the keeper of the library of my early childhood memories. The next day I felt like thinking about the terrifying memory and once again had a seizure. That's the last time I dwelled upon that memory, but a few days ago I ask the voice what his/her name was and to my surprise the name it gave me was the name of a computer/AI in an old popular sci-fi movie. Silly me, I don't want to give the name of the computer/AI here in public just in case my psychologist will one day just happen to read this because she'll recognize that computer name. Silly, but it still scares me. Anyhow, the computer also told me I was 2 years old, and gave some more details of the incident. The human brain is pretty amazing. I guess it found a way to handle those early childhood memories by being something that's emotionless and can't feel pain, a computer? But if it's emotionless, then I wonder if it will protect me by not giving me more than I can handle. The computer told me it holds the library of those early memories. There's something very different about that memory. For one, just dwelling upon it viewing the incident in my minds eye gives me seizures. Secondly, something happened to me while telling my psychologist about the early childhood incident and showing her that tape was put over my mouth. As I started to tell her, my voice, personality, and hand motor skills suddenly changed as if I was a very young child, I got instant goosebumps, and I instantly had to fight back the strongest urge to cry, which really surprised me. Idk, I'm confused.