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Default Aug 25, 2020 at 05:27 AM
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feel terrible.

their's just nothing going on, and even if their was what am I meant to do with a body that just hurts.

yesterday I tried a new recipie (the lemon chicken I posted in another section othe forum), it was okay, but left me still hungry, so I first had some fries, and when that didn't feel me up, I had snacks- a lot of snacks.

another night with no sleep either. litirally none. not even the oppotunity to lie down
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Default Aug 29, 2020 at 07:42 PM
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I'm a little bit freaked out. I was speaking with my husband on the phone when suddenly I felt very confused because I wasn't sure which of him I was speaking with. There seemed to be two of him, both exactly the same, but one on the phone and the other somewhere else. It shook me up because for several moments I couldn't recall which of the "2" I was on the phone with. I felt disoriented and a bit panicky, because the sensation was powerful.

Now I'm sensing everyone in pairs. Identical twins...or even more, it feels that each person has twinned him/herself into two, one present, the other somewhere else. Like parallels.

I'm disturbed by this, and not sure what to think.

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Default Sep 01, 2020 at 04:40 AM
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it's not bheen good!.

yesterday, (after my small and unfilling meal), my overeating went through the roof.

didn't sleep because of the agony in my body, today I had a panic attack (making 6 this week), and I am honestly beyond depressed.

I am meant to be watching a programme about emergency services in the UK. honestly I don't really want to, but, it's that or focus on how emotionally broken/ ugly/ bad I feel.

and I choose the show.

plus: yesterday I did so little (sit on a chair and cry for most of it), watching a show is quite a big step I guess
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Default Sep 16, 2020 at 03:38 PM
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Default Sep 28, 2020 at 10:29 AM
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Still around...

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Still around...


I'm glad. not sure what's happened to this thread.. it's very quiet

how are you doing?
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Default Sep 28, 2020 at 02:21 PM
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I can't even begin to start to describe how depressed I am feeling

litirally nothing (nothing) going on

I sat on a chair and ate snacks today, certainly not a lot to be proud of.
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Default Sep 29, 2020 at 04:49 AM
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I'm glad. not sure what's happened to this thread.. it's very quiet


how are you doing?
I'm alive, not much to say otherwise

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Default Sep 29, 2020 at 06:50 AM
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I'm alive, not much to say otherwise

I'm alive.... I think.

or am I a ghost

so hard to tell with the little people notice me and the little I do
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I'm alive.... I think.


or am I a ghost


so hard to tell with the little people notice me and the little I do
I notice you and you do a lot for me by talking to me

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Default Sep 30, 2020 at 02:07 PM
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today I found out that my doctor's surgery are not yet willing to give me a new doctor. they tried to patronize me today re: my complaint, and tried to stick up for the doctor when ever they could.

for now, it's still ongoing. I've said that I'm not willing to work with someone who wishes kovid on their patients, and they are saying they are unwilling to give me someone else at this time

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Default Oct 01, 2020 at 10:51 AM
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I am feeling annoyed by a compliment made to me today (I just can't accept compliments)

someone said to me " you don't look like the type of person who would give up", after I told them how much I enjoy linken park's music.

oh if only you knew the half of it... I have been their, I am still their, and I am that type of person.

I just don't see it I guess. I can't see the good in me (if their's any.)

nothing else planned today. I'm litirally only awake because guess what?. I hurt too much to sleep.
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Default Oct 02, 2020 at 07:15 AM
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it has been raining all night, and, acording to the weather forcast, it's ghere to stay all weekend- glad of that, love rain.

not doing much today (surprise surprise), showered in pain, now sat here doing nothing

later I'll have mcdonalds which of course I am looking forward to. yum yum

but that's it for today
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Default Oct 04, 2020 at 11:27 AM
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I ate so much my stomach now hurts. that is what I did today and it sucks so much. not that my stomach hurts, *(though it is ow), the fact that not only did I not get any sleep yesterday because of my pain, but my first thought was to sit on my chair and eat candy- not at all productive.
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Default Oct 04, 2020 at 11:28 AM
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by the way my mcdonalds was yummy on friday
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Default Oct 07, 2020 at 02:38 PM
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I haven't had McDonalds for a long time, I'm glad it was yummy

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Default Oct 07, 2020 at 04:12 PM
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I don't think there is anything wrong with not being productive all the time. I wish I could eat candy...

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Default Oct 08, 2020 at 03:54 AM
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So first post on this thread....been very dissociative lately, and more so the past 2 weeks. Having a disruption in therapy, causing me to feel like ive been abandoned, walked out on, left, etc...and its not due to my therapist but rather the process of insurance, authorizations etc...so have had to stop therapy while it gets sorted out. I know logically its temporary but emotionally i feel like SHE has betrayed me, abandoned me, etc...i cant help but feel distant, withdrawn, and dissociated from her.
Everything always feels like a hurricane moving through me, when reality is, just a cloud in the sky.
I cant help these reations, and was wondering how do you cope with it? I get hooked in often, and realize it hrs later or days later. I hate it. As much as i tell myself that i am an adult, my younger parts or teenage parts take over. Any thoughts?
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Default Oct 08, 2020 at 03:14 PM
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I'm cutting down on candy and some other stuff grrrr (in fact I've already cut out candy)

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