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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2018
Location: literally hell
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#101
Feeling unusual and dissociated as usual but fine. Going to my DBT therapist in awhile.
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Breaking Dawn
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Location: USA
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#102
Doing much better today than yesterday.
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stahrgeyzer
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Magnate
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#103
Ok. Hanging in there. Learning about subsystems. Learning about alters who're not aware they're an alter. Alters who are living in the past at a hospital. There's an alter everyone is asking me to please save. He's just an infant suffering too much. So it's heartbreaking.
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Alatea, Breaking Dawn
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#104
I have been trying to figure out a way to end this nightmare experience so I can be the way I was before. I was doing so well & then this happened. I wish so much I could get back to where I was.
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Alatea, Fuzzybear, stahrgeyzer
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healing from trauma
Member Since Dec 2017
Location: Alberta
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#105
Today was a rough start but it got better as the day went on. I had trouble with my bank and my step Mom is very unsupportive. She really upset me and i still have to process it. It's hard to let it go. Day program helped me get my mind off of it and my husband is making a good supper tonight. I might call my therapist and let her know about this morning. She is very supportive.
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Alatea, Amyjay, Breaking Dawn, Fuzzybear, stahrgeyzer
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Magnate
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Location: literally hell
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#106
Overall fine today. Searching for a new DID psychologist. There're some scary weird things about him. I've told other people with DID. They say get away from him. Ugg, took so long to find him! Bought 2 books today on amazon. Can only read 1 at a time. Buying makes me feel better lol.
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Alatea, Amyjay, Breaking Dawn, Fuzzybear, Taylor27
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Breaking Dawn
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#107
I had fallen asleep & discovered when I woke up that I had eaten an avocado. The evidence was there but with no memory of having eaten it. So I think my suspicion of having a dissociative disorder is kind of trying to send me a message. I was told years ago that I was "dissociating". It was very sad & painful back then. I don't understand what is happening now. Is it because of the pandemic?
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Alatea, Amyjay, stahrgeyzer, Taylor27
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Wisest Elder Ever
Member Since Nov 2002
Location: Cave.
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#108
I feel sick. I don’t know why I am here
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Alatea, Breaking Dawn, stahrgeyzer, Taylor27
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Wisest Elder Ever
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#109
As I am a bear, maybe papa bear can put me to sleep. I hope so
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Alatea, Breaking Dawn, stahrgeyzer, Taylor27
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healing from trauma
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Location: Alberta
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#110
Lazy day here another 10cm of snow fell last night making the roads very icy. Tomorrow i go to day program.
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Alatea, Breaking Dawn, stahrgeyzer
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#111
today, a member of my care team emailed me saying that she wanted contact with my mother to keep her updated on how I was doing.
I kindly informed her that this wouldn ot be possible, as she is not in the country, and we've not spoken in years because of abuse she insisted more, and I got sort of nasty about it. well, it is a touchy subject and a part of my life that I see as over now chapter abuse from my mother: closed flashbacks this morning, and 2 panic attacks today adding to the 2 I had on both wednesday and thursday |
Alatea, Betty_Banana, Breaking Dawn
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#112
I understand, @raging vortex. You're right. Hang in there. Hugs to you!
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Alatea, Anonymous32451
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Alatea
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
Location: Underground
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#113
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Anonymous32451, Breaking Dawn, Fuzzybear
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Alatea, Betty_Banana
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Wisest Elder Ever
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#114
Quote:
Good that you told her NO. __________________ |
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Breaking Dawn
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Alatea, Betty_Banana
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#115
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Alatea, Amyjay, Betty_Banana, Breaking Dawn
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#116
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I wish their was a thread for people who hated our mothers/ family. I'd use it a lot just to rant |
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Betty_Banana, Breaking Dawn
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Alatea, Amyjay
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#117
my back still hurts.
locked this morning at like 4 A.M and it was agony not as bad as it was (I couldn't even move), but it still hurts a dam lot. I hate you fibro |
Alatea, Amyjay, Breaking Dawn
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Wisest Elder Ever
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#118
Maybe some people do think... and are malicious.
I find it very hard to believe any ''professional'' could be THAT incompetent Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr __________________ |
Alatea, Breaking Dawn
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Amyjay
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
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#119
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Anonymous32451, Breaking Dawn
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Alatea, Betty_Banana
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Magnate
Member Since Mar 2017
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#120
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Alatea, Breaking Dawn, Fuzzybear
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