[stahrgeyzer]

It really really bothers me how I keep feeling my mom didn't take care of me when a child. People have told me that when I was an infant I was kept way too long alone naked in a dark room for extended periods. Drapes covered. Alone for my much older demon brother to enjoy torturing me every day. In all the photos of my mom back then she looked so depressed. So she had her own problems. Despite neglect, I had to hold on to her

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[stahrgeyzer]

Thanks FooZe!

Looks like the only one of us, a teenage girl, had the courage to send our DID psychologist, Marc Borkheim, a text asking to go back to therapy. That was several hours ago. Delivered but not read. It's nice the teen girl initiated that but we've asked him 2 times after ending therapy with him to go back, both times he said yet, but we never followed through. Last time we contacted him where we can find a homeless shelter in LA. We didn't ask for therapy. He gave us a phone # for homeless shelter. Maybe he's given up on us. Maybe he's retired.


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Today's been so weird! Lost time, deep foreign nightmare type feelings I can't describe, lot of switching.

Oh and we have decided to punish ourselves for some reason by not eating for a long time, ...fasting, yeah that's what it's called. It's 5:16pm, we ate once today and we're hungry, so it will interesting to see how long this "fast" lasts. Maybe 1 day but there are parts inside who say 100 days.


Idk why but they say there's a volcano inside about to explode. We're afraid. We really need therapy!