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Old 06-02-2020, 11:06 AM   #21
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I am feeling depressed, but hopeful.

this week I have had a few calls which I hope go some way to getting what I want (which is mainly to move and to have a better mental health team).

we'll see..
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Old 06-04-2020, 04:31 AM   #22
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yesterday I had another one of those calls

it wasn't bad, but it also wasn't the result I was hoping for (so I was a little depressed about that)

but apart from that.. mood's good, eating well, sleeping not at all (so the norm for me), and I don't have to shower today- it is always a plus!
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lots of thoughts of previous trauma and even quite a severe panic attack

not a great start to the weekend. actually quite a horrible day
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Old 06-07-2020, 01:55 PM   #24
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I wish my brain didn't jump ahead of itself. (could have sworn I posted in this thread this morning)

anyway, not a great day for me really, nothing that needed doing, not a great mood, and not really much to look forward too (though the plus side is that I did eat something)
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I'm losing memories of posts, etc. I've written. I read a post, want to comment on it, scroll down to read other posts in the thread and see my name and apparently something I've written a month ago, few days ago, a day ago, 3 hours ago. No memory at all of having previously read, let alone posted, on the thread. This happens over and over for at least a year; much longer, I think. It's scaring me. It's as though someone else is using me to write things that I have no knowledge of.

Brought it up with my therapist today; her comment was that she doesn't have much experience with memory work () and that I should bring it up with my pdoc. Load of shite. She said that because we have to do teletherapy and she has "changed the format" of our therapy while we were in the center of doing trauma work. The new format is straight CBT. Drop the trauma, be grateful for the work I've done (), carry on.

I'm checking out, going to sleep. I have to keep myself safe. I've left and someone with a simpler mind will take my place, sit in my chair, watch that stupid camera. While wearing headphones.
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just a quick ramble about loss of time: could have sworn that this afternoon I watched tv, but I don't remember what I watched

bleh I really hate that when that happens
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Today is not good for me, very prone to switching, and no one who's been out is having a pleasant time. We were supposed to have an intake today but, it was scheduled months ago and I think the person forgot... I kinda needed to reach out to a professional today but, I'll make it I suppose.

I wish I had a lighter note, but the past few days have been a living hell. Take good care, everyone. And here's hoping things look up.
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It felt soothing and amazing to be recognized by our T today. Now we have work to do
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i am being very confused by me. i know i am who i am, but something in me wants me to be someone else who is kind of opposite. iím hoping i can talk to someone because i am just being harassed by someone else in me who is there but isnít and this someone else who is demon-like has created a woman without personality who is waiting to take over.
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i am being very confused by me. i know i am who i am, but something in me wants me to be someone else who is kind of opposite. iím hoping i can talk to someone because i am just being harassed by someone else in me who is there but isnít and this someone else who is demon-like has created a woman without personality who is waiting to take over.
I see that you newly joined psych central in may. welcome. my suggestion is talk with your therapist (another of your posts stated you have a therapist) they will be able to explain to you what your diagnosis is and help you clarify be less confused, in ways that people online can not do for you. in reality your therapist is the best person for you to get any information as they know how to tell you things in a way that wont confuse or go against your treatment plans they and you are working on. for example what did they say your diagnosis is... this is turn can answer why you feel you may have someone else inside you that is harassing you. dissociative disorders usually dont have someone inside that harasses then or is a demon like, in fact theres diagnostics that state the problem can not be religious practices like spirits and demons. but there are other mental disorders that do take this into consideration. so getting information here on your problem could possibly either leave you hanging or causing more problems. so please contact your therapist and let them know what you are feeling, they are best able to help you.
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