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#61
I agree with Eve. The kids are old enough. Truth is very important to all of us. With the unsettling changes going on, they will want to know that you'll be a rock for them, loving and truthful.
Would I be the bearer of bad news to his wife? That's a tough one. It's completely understandable. But the action might, in the long run, affect the purity of your own heart. Another person's marriage isn't something you're in any way responsible for. You can only control your own actions. As I say, I see why you're tempted. I just feel it might leave a bad taste in your mouth. You have a nicer life waiting for you, and the sooner you get on with it, the better. Best wishes. |
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Purple makes a good point about telling his wife. I hadn't thought of that. It IS a tough one.... I suppose you also have to think about your own conscience and whether you will feel right and good about it afterwards.
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It is a tough one. You are right, Purple, I can't let my desire to "get back" at them cloud my own healing. And that should be my focus moving forward is how I can heal myself and move on. I just emailed my therapist and put these questions on the agenda for my next appointment--he will help me navigate through that.
I appreciate your responses, golden_eve and Purple! Cooler heads should prevail. |
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I think it depends on your intentions, don't do it from a desire to get back at them but from the standpoint that she does have a right to know, which she does. I would feel terrible for keeping her in the dark. The idea of letting them know and giving them plenty of time to get their own houses in order is a good one because then it doesn't place the onus on you, the ball is in their court.
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You're right--I think at this point, Carmina, it is about getting back at them. That's how raw I still am. But that doesn't necessarily make it a bad thing to do. Again, I'd be concerned that she would be moving 3,000 miles, possibly away from a support network and family, for a marriage that is basically kaput.
Once my wife moves out and I achieve greater sanity I will think this through. That's one reason that I decided not to do it until a month from now--to give myself a chance to change my mind. |
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I think that's a good idea. Give yourself more time and space. If it's more about getting back at them, you may have regrets.
I once told an ex's current wife that he had cheated on her with me just before they got married and while they were engaged. I was not made aware of his engagement and was completely in the dark. He led me to believe he was single. Then, he called me on his honeymoon, which I thought was a vacation with a friend of his, to tell me I was the love of his life. It was my good friend who called to tell me that he in fact, had just been married! I was SO glad she told me, or else he would have been able to carry on this lie, and who knows if I would have continued an affair without even knowing that he was married. After I found out about the marriage, I told his wife that we had slept together while they were engaged because I felt she had every right to know that her husband cheated on her. I don't have any regrets. She chose to stay with him and believed his lies that it did not happen. So be it. That was her choice, but at least I gave her the knowledge. They ended up not having a great marriage and he still called me years later to tell me he had never been closer to anyone except me. She was foolish but I was glad I told her. |
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After my affair my husband got ahold of my phone and got the other guys address. He wrote him a scathing letter and dropped it off. I thought it was harsh, but my husband said its what he needed to do. The other guy was married, but a long time seperated. My husband said he would have absolutely told the wife had they been together. He was hurt and needed release.
What's my point? Sometimes you have to take care of yourself first and that's okay. I don't think telling the wife because you are upset is a wrong reason. I think its okay for you to try to find peace too. |
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There's no right or wrong, as others have said. And I do believe you have the wife's well-being in mind. But she is someone you don't know. You also can't predict that giving her this news will lead to a good outcome.
I don't prescribe to any particular belief system, personally. But I have a copy of the Tao de Ching on my shelf, and I find it helpful to flick through in times of difficulty. It seems to have a cleansing effect, like poetry. Also some of Buddha's prayers are lovely. Here's one about forgiveness: If I have harmed any one in any way, either knowingly or unknowingly through my own confusions, I ask their forgiveness. If any one has harmed me in any way, either knowingly or unknowingly through their own confusions, I forgive them. And if there is a situation I am not yet ready to forgive, I forgive myself for that. For all the ways that I harm myself, negate, doubt, belittle myself, judge or be unkind to myself, through my own confusions, I forgive myself. |
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I would have someone who knew what they were doing legally like a private investigator or a lawyer and the confront the man who is having an affair with your wife. Have thoughly explained that the life he had with your wife is over has been over for quite sometime? Have them explain to him that have evidence that prove that he had been stalking and harrassing you and your family and that there is a restraining order against him and that there is big fat lawsuit against him. One that will damagaed not only damaged his marriaged but financially ruin his life he would losed everything that he had and one way he would ever be able to get anything back, he would never be hired, he would lose his retirement. He would be so sorry that he his life would be ruined. I would go after everything he has and destroy it and by the time you were done he would have wished that he had never had an affair the thought never cross his mine. I would do the same thing to your wife and she would thought twice about having an affair. By the time you are done with them in court their lives would be destroy the would lose everything they had their home, the career, the retirement everything. I would seriously hired a private investigator and asked them to get enough evidence against him that can be use as means of harrassing you. I would enough evidence that prove that your wife could have cause something to happen to you and your family because she chose to have an affair that had ruin her kids life. They would have a shot of fighting this because this in court because the damaged was so bad that no one could help them. |
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My brother affair ruin my life because his mistress had stalked me and tried to kill me on more than one occasion and got away with it. I lost the right to see my niece and nephew because of the divorce because my sister in law lied about sexual abuse to get the divorce free.
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My wife just told me that he told his wife. So she knows, and there's no burden on me, thankfully.
Next step: My wife moves out. Following step: Healing through family, friends, and my therapist. We have engaged a mediator to help us figure out how to divide our assets. Once that is complete, the next step will be to file for divorce. I've heard uncontested divorces in my state go very quickly--about 2 weeks from when you file. I want to say that I will be happy when the divorce is finalized, but I feel like I'll be about as happy as I would be at a funeral for someone I loved who I thought would be around for a much longer time. |
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#73
Try not to see this as a funeral so much. Try to embrace this leading to your finding someone you can actually be more intimate and happy with.
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#74
I'm relieved that you didn't have to do it!
There's that saying: 'Any act of revenge is a time-bomb thrown into the future.' I heartily agree that moving on in as much good spirit as you can muster is the fastest route to happier times. You do still have some sad times ahead. I'm very sorry about it. But once you are no longer seeing her, you should start to experience some moments of steadiness and peace. And a lift in your self-esteem. |
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It is like a passage to the next chapter of my life. A funeral is much more final. This is more of a gateway that will open after the divorce. Thanks for helping me think about that a different way, Open Eyes!
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Purple, I'm glad I don't have to do it as well. It is a relief.
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Yes... a big relief...
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So that's the thing--She has not said to me, unequivocally, that she wants to stay with me nor has she said that she would be better off without me. That's selfishness. She wants it all. I kind of think she wants to keep me around so if it doesn't work out with the other dude she can fall back to me. But she's not accounting for my strong will and integrity. She has moved out now--she is living in an apartment about a mile from our house. I am so glad that I held firm to that from the beginning. We've decided to limit communications to only the absolute necessary stuff--kids, logistics, business. She violated that this morning when she emailed me that her "head is still spinning" and she's glad that mine is not. I emailed her back and reminded her of our agreement and went on to say that it's not a competition for who's suffering more. Over the weekend I learned about the concept of "trickle truth" in an adulterous affair. That's when the cheater won't tell you everything about what went on, so you have to take the evidence you have and piece together the story by filling in the gaps so you can try to come to some sort of understanding as to why they would do this and the extent of the betrayal. So of course, you fill in the gaps with the worst-case scenarios. That's what I've been doing, because my wife won't answer all of my questions. I think she thinks she's protecting me from hurt, but it's more hurtful to withhold from me. Either that or she knows that she's done with me, and it doesn't matter whether I know the whole truth or not. Sorry about the long post. Again, it's good for me to have this venue to vent. |
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My wife is kind of bullheaded, so I can't be sure that she would feel regret if/when the newness of the other guy wears off. A friend spoke to my wife and reminded her that I've been there all along the past 20 years, helping her with her mother who has Alzheimers, taking the kids to practice and school, helping her when her dad passed away, and all the other major things that a married couple have to do. The other guy has only been around for the last year and it's been long distance. The only thing he's helped her with is stroking her ego sexually. I think they will figure out a way to consummate their relationship--particularly if he visits or moves here like he is planning. I really hope they get together--not because I want her to be happy or anything altruistic like that, but more because it will provide finality for me. We will truly be done with each other. But if it doesn't work out with him--here's where her bullheadedness comes in to play--I don't think she will express any regret about the entire thing. She will state that if she had to do it all over again she'd do it exactly the same way. She said to me that if it doesn't work out with him or with me she's "prepared to go it alone." So she's already mapped out her future so that she looks stoic and brave. That she took a chance in life. But she'll never reflect on the damage she did. |
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Map, I’m sorry. What she has done to you is brutal and continues to be so. Hold your ground. Be unwavering, you deserve the best.
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