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Magnate
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Location: Independence, MO
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Dec 02, 2016 at 09:27 PM
#181
I am allowing myself to slip back into my ED. I had a pb&j today with no plans of eating anything else. I feel so fat.
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Dec 03, 2016 at 08:39 AM
#182
surrounded by all this junk food.
lots and lots of it amazing how you just let it all get out of control- and you think you don't have too much left, but you're ordering new stuff all the time to top up the supply as it were. probably going to be a bad few days |
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Poohbah
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Location: Scotland
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Dec 05, 2016 at 10:04 AM
#183
Am only wanting to eat fruit or very watery cupa soup today
see my drs today she will weight me again ...i cant tell her i dont want food she says she cant do anything for me because my bmi is too big guess how that makes me feel and her weighting me just makes me want to eat nothing my husband been trying to get me to eat he says i will not gain but i know i will __________________  |
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Dec 06, 2016 at 07:15 AM
#184
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((((-Asphyxia-)))) you need to eat. just a little how are you today? |
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Dec 06, 2016 at 07:16 AM
#185
not good..... not bad.
think i'm somewhere in the middle at the moment given how much junk food is around me, and given what i've actually eaten of it, it could be worse. |
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Magnate
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Location: Independence, MO
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Dec 06, 2016 at 01:53 PM
#186
Have no desire to eat.
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Dec 06, 2016 at 03:19 PM
#187
eating quite a bit this evening.
pizza, potato chips, candy.. |
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Dec 07, 2016 at 05:12 AM
#188
I am not that hungry, at all.
but I am still eating need to go online and order groceries today. (after all it is wednesday, time comes around quick) hopefully will order some actual good stuff, not just junk |
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Poohbah
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Location: Scotland
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Dec 07, 2016 at 01:13 PM
#189
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so fat and disgusting just feel like just having coffee all the time no food too fat to eat __________________ |
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Dec 08, 2016 at 04:45 AM
#190
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he's not trying to punish you, or make you feel upset, he's just worried I'm sure you can eat a little, if not for him for everyone on this forum. and getting bigger sucks, yes. I know it causes lots of problems. but I think with our help you can manage it (((((hugs)))) |
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Dec 08, 2016 at 04:47 AM
#191
I didn't do too well at all yesterday.
I ended up ordering lots more junk, and before it even arived, I filled my bin up with empty packets and sttuff from things I had eaten and I had my dinner too |
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Dec 08, 2016 at 10:30 AM
#192
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thank you ((((( hugs ))))) managed breakfast and lunch going to have dinner soon __________________ |
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Magnate
Member Since Nov 2009
Location: Independence, MO
Posts: 2,609
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Dec 08, 2016 at 12:53 PM
#193
I'm running out of food I don't have to actually cook. I have food to cook, just don't have the energy to do so. Add to that ED is back telling me not to eat. This living by myself makes it easier to listen to ED. Not sure what I am going to do. I have no funds to see my dietitian or even the gas to get there.
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Dec 09, 2016 at 08:33 AM
#194
I'm proud of you for managing some food.
((((hugs)))) I actually have yet to eat anything today (well I had my breakfast, but that isn't enough) |
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Dec 10, 2016 at 07:20 AM
#195
I am binging a lot today.
about the only reason I can find to be alive |
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Dec 10, 2016 at 07:30 AM
#196
had breakfast about to have lunch soon which is soup
going to try and hang around here a bit more than the pro ed site am normally hanging about in ...feel fat __________________ |
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Dec 10, 2016 at 07:23 PM
#197
Feeling like a fake. A big fat fake.
I've been crying all evening because I just keep thinking about what if all this weight loss isn't real, what if I actually haven't lost anything, and what if this is it and my entire meaning and purpose in life is gone? It's pathetic, but losing weight is literally the only purpose I have anymore and the fact that I'm starting to worry that I can't do that...I don't know how I would live with myself. People are always saying it's because there's 'nothing left to lose' but I KNOW there is more, I can feel it, I can see it, I can grab it. I'm so frustrated and tired and angry and sad and everything else. Why does that little bullying voice have to make everything so damn difficult. 
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Dec 11, 2016 at 09:54 AM
#198
all i've done today is overeat
all i've done, litirally from the time I got up (about 3 A.M, to now) sucks big time |
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Poohbah
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Dec 12, 2016 at 05:13 PM
#199
i dont want to eat too fat to
going to OA tomorrow unsure what they will do my friend is going with me my friend also has an eating disorder its at night as well and we have to go into a creepy graveyard 
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Magnate
Member Since Nov 2009
Location: Independence, MO
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Dec 12, 2016 at 07:24 PM
#200
Eating for the first time today. It is 6:30pm. Not good.
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