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Legendary Wise Elder
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Oct 13, 2018 at 09:36 PM
#761
I'm very frustrated over the Gerd and somewhat upset with myself for causing it....
I don't want to cough all day for the rest of my life 
__________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Oct 14, 2018 at 08:30 AM
#762
I've been eating but I seem to wait a very long time to do it lately. I like the feeling of my stomach growling, it makes me feel like I'm doing "well" and want to see how long I can go
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Oct 14, 2018 at 12:34 PM
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__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Oct 14, 2018 at 08:32 PM
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I ate pretty well today. I also made brownies and had one tonight. I have mixed feelings about this though. Part of me is happy that I seem to be able to eat things in moderation now without devouring massive amounts of food and bingeing. Then a small part of me also feels a little wary and guilty every time I eat something like that because, there's always the option of not eating it, and restricting
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Oct 15, 2018 at 03:53 AM
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Oct 15, 2018 at 07:21 AM
#766
making my way through a 1 KG bag of foam bananas
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Oct 15, 2018 at 09:43 AM
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OMG, caught a bad stomach bug from H. He thought it was just stress, but it is not. Not throwing up, but you get the picture. I am nauseous too. And I scheduled curbside grocery pickup 11 AM today...ugh.
I hope I can get the groceries and inside before the rain starts. Will put stuff away but wait all prep of washing fresh fruit and cutting fresh veggies for snack bags. I just feel blah...! Downing Gatorade, can’t face food just now. Will try BRAT a couple meals maybe once I can think about eating. This came on fast
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Oct 15, 2018 at 10:09 AM
#768
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 I, too, put veggies in storage bags. They last longer that way and it's very convenient, too.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Oct 15, 2018 at 03:01 PM
#769
Reading a book about maintaining recovery from eating disorders. I really like it, especially because it is one specifically aims to not give people with EDs new "ideas" or "tricks" with ED behaviors which a lot of the books I've read have unfortunately unintentionally had that and I would always get worse.
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Oct 15, 2018 at 06:45 PM
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I'm doing really well today. I'm having those urges to starve myself but I've been eating. I feel a little guilty for it but I'm able to manage. I also haven't binged or purged in going on 3 months
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Oct 16, 2018 at 01:57 AM
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__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Oct 16, 2018 at 01:59 AM
#772
Doing okay, eating as planned so far. I have lost weight, too, and that's a good thing for me as I am overweight from binge eating in the past. I am a third away from my goal weight.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Oct 16, 2018 at 07:11 AM
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Hi Lucy, thanks! I definitely feel a lot better
and the medication for the silent Gerd is helping a lot. I haven't been coughing nearly as much congrats for getting closer to your goal and doing well
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Oct 16, 2018 at 08:05 AM
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very bad day despite having off food yesterday and feeling frajile
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Oct 16, 2018 at 01:16 PM
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Oct 16, 2018 at 01:17 PM
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__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Oct 16, 2018 at 11:47 PM
#777
Started a recovery journal
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Oct 17, 2018 at 12:01 PM
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__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Oct 17, 2018 at 03:27 PM
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__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, , propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, omeperazole I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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Oct 17, 2018 at 03:31 PM
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Ran too much today...sigh.
I double took my morning meds today, I think. Or yesterday. But from the insomnia, not missing the lack of sleep, and zero appetite having nothing to do with the ED, I'd say today. Or maybe not. Maybe just bipolar hypomania. I have been mixed forever, I bounce back & forth like a ping pong ball. Don't remember double taking meds at all, noticed tomorrow morning was already empty straightening things up today. Double Adderall, double Wellbutrin...so yeah... Didn't eat too much. Not very hungry. Partially the meds, I think. I also think I'm fixing to start my cycle, and I get queasy/nauseous around that time. I was so crampy this morning, I thought I had started (but didn't). Saw dermatologist, got a mole cut off. Need to do better. Weight going down again, ED happy, pdoc will not been happy next week if I don't get it together. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, , propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, omeperazole I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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