I am feeling pretty gross.

yesterday I ate a ridiculous amount of junkfood.

after my dinner (chicken thies, which wern't filling at all), I came back to my room, ate a whole big bag of marsh mellows, 2 bags of other assorted candy, potato chips and cookies (oh and a lollypop)

worst it's been in a while

ate quite a bit of junkfood today

only half of my main meal (burgers)

[88Butterfly88]

I seem to have done a little better food wise today for some reason. I got some gourmet blackberry jam and actually didn't go crazy on it. I also had some chocolate but not that much really.

I hope to eat a little better today.

it was hard yesterday because the pain I was IN was so intense

I didn't eat " better", ended up ordering a chinese takeout

and tomorrow is friday so mcdonalds. 2 takeouts in a row..

mcdonalds today
nuggets fries and coke..

I just ate my mcdonalds.

it was nice and it filled me up

woohoo

[Victoria'smom]

I'm struggling pain and nausea when I eat. I had a "meal" and snack.

Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

I'm struggling pain and nausea when I eat. I had a "meal" and snack.

I feel your pain.

when I have really bad backpain, it is especially bad for me too

or if I have a panic attack

I don't know what I fancy for dinner today.

I'm hurting a lot, so probably something small

I just had my dinner- pigs in blankets

not takeout so their's a plus

[shovelhead]

Perfect morning so far! Water & coffee & a short run outside. I'm going low calorie all day, hopefully.

[MALmic26]

I’ve been doing well while still feeling guilty ‘cause I hate keeping down food. I feel a binge coming on and it might be today that I bp so I can deal with today which is one of my suicide attempt anniversaries. Very traumatic to think on. I’m not very happy to be alive either to be completely honest with you. Keep me in your thoughts.

Originally Posted by MALmic26

I’ve been doing well while still feeling guilty ‘cause I hate keeping down food. I feel a binge coming on and it might be today that I bp so I can deal with today which is one of my suicide attempt anniversaries. Very traumatic to think on. I’m not very happy to be alive either to be completely honest with you. Keep me in your thoughts.

ditto this. (the not happy to be alive thing)

every day I just thinking to myself.. oh I wish it just works.

hugs!

it's all ready not a good day, I started with fruit which is good- but then went and had some dr pepper and candy

so it makes you wonder why I had the fruit (it does to me)

dinner is roast chicken. *sighs heavily*

I am about to eat my roast chicken.

not looking forward to it, at all. I don't really enjoy it

I am so hungry.

my roast chicken last night was so dry and so not filling, and even though I had snacks after it didn't fill me up

so I'm hoping that food today will be better

another night where I didn't enjoy my main meal

ended up throwing it away and having some fries

I am so hungry today.

trying not to reach for the snacks until dinner time, hard though

I am greatful for my pizza yesterday.

it was tasty, and it was filling.

first time I've felt full since friday and you can't argue with a full tummy!