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Old 03-22-2019, 01:27 PM   #611
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My blood glucose is starting to run low. I have to eat so I don't bottom out. But I look at food, and my stomach just does somersaults.

Hubby got forced out of his job after twelve years working there. That's the stressor.
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feeling depressed

had breakfast and did my usual alexa games (5/15), that's pretty bay

back killing me as usual and can't think of many reasons to be greatful today. litirally the only thing that crosses my mind is that their's a nice breeze outside. it's lovely with my window open feeling the breeze
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last night was so loud outside

gave me a bit of a headache (which thankfully is all ready going)

I feel depressed today, but figure it has a lot to do with it being sunday

I have never coped well with sundays. I don't know what it is about them, they just don't work for me
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last night was so loud outside

gave me a bit of a headache (which thankfully is all ready going)

I feel depressed today, but figure it has a lot to do with it being sunday

I have never coped well with sundays. I don't know what it is about them, they just don't work for me


Just livin life..trying to eat nutritiously.
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Anxiety level remains through the roof, but I'm doing my best to stick to the eating program. Blood sugar levels have been good.
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yesterday was a quieter night

it was really nice and apreciated, wasn't able to sleep- but I helped someone out on blah therapy and played an online game of cards (and fully got rid
of my head ache, so I don't have any today)

today I went to the shop to buy some energy drink and some sweets and feeling calm so far

just going to finish here and catch up on some tv shows

I recorded the new series of 8 out of 10 cats and I love that show
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I've not checked in here yet today

feeling pretty blah

last night wasn't able to sleep, and didn't really enjoy my food (well it was okay, but it wasn't anything special)

today I have done nothing. I played my alexa games and posted on here mostly

watched a couple episodes of my soap opera, but that made me feel worse (it was such a sad episode)

also feel extremely suicidal today
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tomorrow I have a meeting with someone who I really don't wanna see

so judgemental
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I burned so many calories today that when we went out to eat afterward, I almost could have eaten anything I wanted to.

But I was good. Stuck to my program.
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even though I've not felt suicidal today, I have had a very difficult day (or morning I should say) having a meeting with a person about end of life care.

well, I've always been saying I want to tell someone what I want to happen, and today was it

and yes, it was difficult- though the guy listened and told me that he understood, the fact I was even talking to a guy (not a girl) freaked me out

the afternoon's been better, but very draining. after all those thoughts and an intense conversation, I didn't want to do much

sat down and watched life in peaces

now I'm hungry though. want my sausages
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