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Grand Poohbah
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#601
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__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Grand Poohbah
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#602
I need to put more hours between my meals, always looking at the clock when I'm not doing much. Then when I get real busy I forget to have a meal and just have it later. Listening to Roy Orbison today on Spotify. He has some really good music. I thought he only made a couple songs but wow he made so many.
__________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Magnate
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Location: La Porte, TX
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#603
Pic of smoke plume leaving my housing subdivision this morning. Likely to burn 2 more days. God knows where it's going to come down, could be half of Houston for all they seem to know (winds should direct it away from here though I imagine air quality here will still suffer)...
__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, , propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, omeperazole I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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#604
I'm not ready to go into detail yet, but we've had a crisis in our family. My nerves are so shot that I haven't been able to eat enough calories. The tracking software I use is scolding me for it, but I just can't help it. The butterflies in my stomach are taking up all the room.
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((((hugs))))) I hope what ever it is doesn't affect you too much and you're able to function as close to normal as possible we're here for you |
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#606
my back is killing me today
litirally, I spent the morning picking up falling clothes from my wardrobe, and if their's one thing bad backs can't stand is leaning down to pick things up (it's ashame that my grabber can't pick up clothes) that aside, I'm actually glad that today shouldn't be too stressfull the last few days i've been planning for meetings, been anxious about meetings, (yesterday I had a really intense meeting), i just need a break from the anxiety it's not over yet (because their's more meetings to come), but for now I can hopefully start to relax (even though my version of relaxing is sitting in a chair in terrible pain) no anxiety though. that's the main thing |
Magnate
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Location: La Porte, TX
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__________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, , propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, omeperazole I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
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#608
My mood says it all. I just feel blah today.
School here is closed again. High benzene levels in the air from that plant fire. My town borders the area where the fire occurred; in fact, I could drive to that plant in 10 minutes from my house, less if you took away all the traffic lights. I live pretty much on the border of the border to that city. Hopefully, I feel blah just because...think I may have low iron (see my recent post here about ice cravings) and hopefully not exposure to benzene as our house is drafty around the windows & doors, and we have been running the air conditioning today and did overnight as well. Supposedly nothing unhealthy has been detected in the air around here though I just got an air quality alert of severe on my phone...lovely. __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD Seroquel, Cymbalta, , propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, omeperazole I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. --Robert Frost |
Grand Poohbah
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#609
Don't know what is happening with me yet but I seem to be wanting to sleep much of the time and just falling asleep. I guess time will tell.
Take care everyone. __________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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#610
I went out today to get some fish fingers for dinner.
also while I was out grabbed a copy of harry potter and the chamber of secrets (which to be fair, is now the only harry potter book I still have any interest in), I still like harry potter and the magical universe, but hmm, I guess I have a long way to go before I'm classed as a hard core fan I also grabbed a shower today taken it's toll though, because once again my back is killing me, I am nautious (probably from the extreme pain) and I'm out of breath I was thinking earlier about how old I felt/ feel I'm falling apart peace by peace at least my physical body is |
Grand Poohbah
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#611
My blood glucose is starting to run low. I have to eat so I don't bottom out. But I look at food, and my stomach just does somersaults.
Hubby got forced out of his job after twelve years working there. That's the stressor. |
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#612
feeling depressed
had breakfast and did my usual alexa games (5/15), that's pretty bay back killing me as usual and can't think of many reasons to be greatful today. litirally the only thing that crosses my mind is that their's a nice breeze outside. it's lovely with my window open feeling the breeze |
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#613
last night was so loud outside
gave me a bit of a headache (which thankfully is all ready going) I feel depressed today, but figure it has a lot to do with it being sunday I have never coped well with sundays. I don't know what it is about them, they just don't work for me |
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Just livin life..trying to eat nutritiously. __________________ One way to get the best out of life is to think of it as an adventure. William Feather Medications: Risperidone-1 mg.daily, Propranolol-20 mg. daily, Gabapentin-600 mg daily, Melatonin-3 mg. at bedtime, Nicotine Lozenges-2 mg., Vape Liquid-3 mg., One A Day Vitamins,
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Grand Poohbah
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#615
Anxiety level remains through the roof, but I'm doing my best to stick to the eating program. Blood sugar levels have been good.
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#616
yesterday was a quieter night
it was really nice and apreciated, wasn't able to sleep- but I helped someone out on blah therapy and played an online game of cards (and fully got rid of my head ache, so I don't have any today) today I went to the shop to buy some energy drink and some sweets and feeling calm so far just going to finish here and catch up on some tv shows I recorded the new series of 8 out of 10 cats and I love that show |
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#617
I've not checked in here yet today
feeling pretty blah last night wasn't able to sleep, and didn't really enjoy my food (well it was okay, but it wasn't anything special) today I have done nothing. I played my alexa games and posted on here mostly watched a couple episodes of my soap opera, but that made me feel worse (it was such a sad episode) also feel extremely suicidal today |
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#618
tomorrow I have a meeting with someone who I really don't wanna see
so judgemental |
Grand Poohbah
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#619
I burned so many calories today that when we went out to eat afterward, I almost could have eaten anything I wanted to.
But I was good. Stuck to my program. |
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#620
even though I've not felt suicidal today, I have had a very difficult day (or morning I should say) having a meeting with a person about end of life care.
well, I've always been saying I want to tell someone what I want to happen, and today was it and yes, it was difficult- though the guy listened and told me that he understood, the fact I was even talking to a guy (not a girl) freaked me out the afternoon's been better, but very draining. after all those thoughts and an intense conversation, I didn't want to do much sat down and watched life in peaces now I'm hungry though. want my sausages |